Life Is Pleasant ; Death Is Peaceful

2010-03-15T11:20:00.002+08:00

One by one, people start leaving. People come, people go. How true that is.. Even though you had to leave, thanks for the time we had together, I won't forget you I guess.. Now the empty space behind me is just not the same without you..

When will my unforgettable or life changing experience come?

There are some things I won't say, but should I? I mean.. What's the point of saying it if it don't matter anymore yeah?

2010-01-03T19:31:00.002+08:00

Guys, I stopped posting here :) I post my posts in facebook now, in my notes :D Check it out! :D

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2009-11-27T16:28:00.002+08:00

Everyone's looking for a chance to make money this holiday. Here I am, stuck at home, alone. Not that I can't go out. But even if I go out, where to? Even if I choose to walk around aimlessly, I'll still have to return home. At home, there's nobody to talk to on msn. Everyone's working and I'm bored D:

Is working that fun? Hmm.. I feel wasted.. Sitting down the whole day and not doing anything.. Leave me be..

2009-11-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

Softball camp wasn't that fun neither was it not fun. It was both fun and not fun :D How ironic haha..
Let's see.. Bad things happened.. No doubt..
1] Brought conditioner instead of shampoo :D
2] Brought 1 PE shorts instead of 4 :D
3] Sleeping bag ultra small XD

Day 1:
Training in the morning, Training in the afternoon. Night time, watch movie, do burpis and roll in the wet mud... Thanks a lot :D Baked and muscle sore :D Time to bathe, brought conditioner so i don't care, just use :D At least i feel cleaner LOL! Time to sleep, realise sleeping bag is damn super small lol.. Slept under the fan so it's colder. Try to cover leg, hands cannot cover. Try to cover hands, legs cannot cover.. WTH.. So yeah.. Woke up every few hours, not in a single day had I a rest all the way throughout.

Day 2: Woke up, wanted to change already, realise i didn't bring 2 PE shorts :) I only brought 1 and the one left was hanging by the window, cold, wet and soggy.. So no choice.. At first, just wear the wet one.. Is damn super cold.. After that.. My friend tell me he lend me his :D So not so bad haha.. Then wear and start training again.. Muscle was aching already from that intense training yesterday.. Then throwing like crap haha.. Didn't really throw hard in the morning.. Then afternoon i started throwing hard :)

Guess what.. I don't eat spicy, I don't eat fruits, I don't eat vege. And that's what i get for Breakfast Lunch Dinner and Supper. Everytime there's food that i don't like, there's extra. There's only once when it's not spicy and guess what? NO EXTRA. Sadface..

Day 3: Final day.. Morning training :D Played 1v1v1 and we lost like crap LOL! Oh well.. Loser wash balls and equipmets.. Shucks haha..

Sometimes it takes pain and perserverance to get through where you are to reach a new level.

2009-11-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

To find Christ, is a decision. To seek Christ, is a commitment, To love Christ, is an honour.

Psalms 85
10 Steadfast love and faithfulness meet; righteousness and peace kiss each other.
11 Faithfulness springs up from the ground, and righteousness looks down from the sky.
13 Righteousness will go before him and make his footsteps a way.

In good, in bad times, lift your troubles unto God and you can be sure that He will lift them off you.

Matthew 11
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

Life is never meant to be smooth sailing. If life was, nobody would cherish the good times and the bad times. It's that bad times that enhances the joy we receive during the good times.

Going through problems is like rocks constantly being grinded. And it is this very grinding action that smoothens us. We become stronger with every problem we overcome.

Be thankful not only during the good times, but be thankful for the opportunity that you get to go through the bad times, because God will reward you for your faithfulness.

God's blessings don't increase in addition, they increase in multiplications, in folds.

Bear no grudges for who are you to bear grudges when God haven't beared grudges on you.

It's a decision to come to Christ, it's an option. God gives us the priviledge to choose, and to decide for ourselves. But every decision has it's consequences, be it good or bad.

Coming to Christ has made me a more thankful person, a person of greater joy. I come to Christ not because I'm forced, I come because I have decided. This decision proves to be a decision I won't regret.

I give my tithes, because I know that I can trust God with the 90% of my money. Giving that 10% as holy offerings, I pray and believe that God will make my remaining 90% holy too. 10% is like the roots of a tree. If the roots is healthy, the tree will be healthy. But if the roots is broken and spoilt, the whole tree will not produce good fruits because its main part is already dead.

A faith that is not tested is not true faith. True faith comes when your faith is tested and you remain unwavered.
You can't be sure of anything, until you've been tested. Tests are what teaches us what we know and what we don't. Tests help us to see where we stand. Only when we are put to test, then can we be sure of where we stand. Constant tests and constant unwavering affirms us and keep us standing firmer and firmer.

Don't be afraid of failures, because failures are what makes us stronger. Champions are not people who don't fail, champions are people who never gives up. Nobody starts off as a champion. It's all hardwork and determination. In the business realm, we don't get to the highest jobs immediately, it's all about experience and hardwork. People are hiring mangers with the preference of having experience rather than new. Some things cannot be taught, they have to be gone through over and over again. Until we experience things, then can we truly learn.

Proverbs 28
20 A faithful man will abound with blessings, but whoever hastens to be rich will not go unpunished.

2009-11-04T21:12:00.003+08:00

Exams are finally over, but this is just but another phase that we go through year after year for the past 9 years.. It used to be a time to enjoy, not anymore. Holidays are halved. The remaining days are the be spent meaningfully by revising your work. What's the point of having holidays when we don't get to enjoy them. Can't we just put aside everything and relax ourselves after more than half a year of working?

Maybe it's just me, maybe it's just Singapore.. But holidays no longer seem fun anymore..

2009-10-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

Today, let's learn something we all got to know some day, HOW TO KISS. Yes, not how to PISS, but how to KISS.. You already know how to PISS, if you don't know how, keep trying. This lesson will be on.. HOW TO KISS :)

You will find the video that I'm going to share with you essential and necessary because without a see and hear way of learning, it's not easy to learn just by looking at words and not easy to learn just by watching people kiss. You need to learn by watching and by listening to the description.

Who wants a kiss? Not applicable to boys, especially Jonathan :)

After you've read the top part, you are not eligible to get my kiss :)

2009-09-28T17:20:00.002+08:00

Speech test, the long awaited test and I think I practically screwed it all up. I tell you, it's not worthwhile investing your time into this speech when the stakes are so great. You will just end up feeling disappointed, knowing how much effort you have put in consciously. I anticipated myself to allow the fear to rule over my body and that calamity did in fact came true. It becomes so devastating when you know how much more you can do, but because of the circumstances, you cannot reach to your fullest potential, with the confidence that deep in you, you can do way better.

I think talking about this just makes me sad. Although I know that I shouldn't be thinking too much about this since it is already over, it still sometimes makes me regret my actions by allowing the circumstances rule over my body. But I want to believe one thing, "Do your best and God will do the rest." I lift my burden into Your loving hands, I pray that You will do what is deem fit for me. Let this be an experience, a good start towards pastorhood. With practice comes perfection. With time, comes success.

This reminds me of the time during "A shot to fame" , just that this time was less intense. I know I can do well, but I'm letting circumstances rule over my body time and again and i'm really hating it. It's time i broke free from this. Talk about "A shot to fame" , It was the first time i joined any singing competition and it was the first time i felt my throat tremble.. It was like a whole body trembling experience.

I don't want to fail this because of circumstances. How I wish that I can be given another chance to do better..

2009-09-11T13:02:00.003+08:00

Confusion, panic, desolation..

Just when I thought I was being hardworking by finally finishing my Chinese essay :) Took 2 hours doing it and I felt great after doing it! But one thing that was wierd is that, I realised that it makes no sense to me why I only have to elaborate 6 points but I have every point to write an essay. Thinking that I was hardworking, write the whole essay! I thought to myself.. Alright.. So I finally finished doing, I felt a sense of relieve and was feeling slightly euphoric.

Already ready to move on to maths, I was going through my file and put the maths paper aside so I could do them later. Guess what? I found the right chinese paper which I was supposed to do with 6 points unelaborated, waiting for me to elaborate! :D How stupid I felt =.=

It's like.. When you thought you had achieved something, you realise that you've started wrong from the start lol.. It's like.. You go in a room, hoping to go into another door to the other way out but someone turned the whole room around and you end up walking the same way out, where you started, instead of going into a new place..

At this rate I'm doing things, I wonder when can I start doing my maths LOL! Sometimes I just hate homework.. Why do they have to come all at once? Sucks.. Maybe it's because I don't plan things well enough.. Oh well.. Forget about it.. Get on.. =.=

On a side note, Krismine told me I had split personalities :D Hi, I'm Aloysius-Kevin[According to me]-Jonathan[According to Regina]-Derrick[According to Jonathan] Lee.

I'm extremely happy to know that my English is improving fast and well, 70 :D Highest in level is 74. My next goal, to be First in English! And hopefully, other subjects too.

God.. I need renewed strength, both mentally and physically.. I've been feeling restless, desolated and isolated so often.. My academic results just sinks me into abject depression.. Especially A maths. Lord, help me like how you have helped me in my academic like in the past. I know that I know that without you, I can't do it.. Lord, the first step to change is always admitting. There is no point I seek you but don't admit that I need you. Lord, from this day, I pray that You will renew my strength, give me beneficial insights, and help me to excell in anything I do. In Jesus' mighty name, Amen.

2009-09-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

120th post :D It's been awhile now hasn't it? God has been good to me all these while because I know that God has never forsaken me and never will forsake me.

Isaiah 40:31 but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.

Deuteronomy 31:8 It is the LORD who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed."

Well, these few nights i've been talking and learning new things about people. I just love conversations because conversations not only strengthen bonds between two people, but it also teaches you life lessons and sometimes you can help others, and also yourself.

For the past few days and nights, i've been thinking about a lot of things. Sometimes, even the irrelevant ones. Watching TV is actually kinda helpful.. I remember hearing this guy say,

往前看，往后想. I think it's really true lor.. I mean we should all apply this to our lives and not let our past hold us back because the world is constantly changing. If you don't change, you don't survive in society. I just now watch Nat Geo Adventure , this guy said, "You need to adapt and react to changes" . I mean, these sentences are so relevant to us. Sometimes we just need to listen and pick out those good points to learn and apply them in our lives and i think that would allow us to have a steadfast purpose in life.

Indulge in reminiscence, but also constantly move forward while indulging in the past.[I came up with this today :D] Use the past not to hold you back, but use it as a form of motivation to keep moving forward in life. The past may hurt, but if we look on the brighter side of life, life may not be that bad after all. I don't know if i'm optimistic or not, but i like to tell people to be more optimistic because i never liked seeing my friends sad.

Life is too short to be sad, instead of being sad, why not be happy? I mean, how many people would seek for sadness in life? Sadness torments you, and that's what the Devil does best. Stand firm and resist the Devil and he will flee from you because you know that your God, is a mighty God!

I don't know why, but i have a passion for compassion.[Sounds cool right? I don't know if it makes sense]. I have a feeling I can become a counsellor one day :D Maybe I should be in the optimistic industry where we make lives happier for everyone, everyday. *New motto* .

Finally, to end this post with a simple prayer to bless my friends :D

"Lord Jesus, I come before you and ask that you would bless my friends around me, use me to communicate with them. It shall not be I who is speaking, but You, who is speaking through me. Lord, I pray that my friends around me would stay happy and cheerful all the time and that they would let nothing stop them from praising you and worshipping you. You are a good God, you shower us with your love. Your blessings may not be what we want, but it is often what we need. So I pray, Father, that you would strengthen every friendship that I have, and that you would bless the people around me so fervently that their storehouses cannot contain your blessings like a flood that just keeps coming and coming and coming. Lord today, open the windows of Heaven and let your blessing be poured out so that Man will learn that you are good and tangible oh Lord. In Jesus' mighty name I pray, Amen.

2009-08-24T17:58:00.002+08:00

Hebrews 4:12 : For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.

Oh well, today was not too bad, good and bad balance out each other? XD

Morning wake up, almost late for school, nevermind, assembly, got caught for hair, there goes my hair at the back.. BANGS .. XD Pretty sad luh.. Mr Shafie just cut .. The sound of the scissors was like... slow and precise.. Oh man.. The feeling sucks lol.. Whole day having hair poking me and that sucks lol.. Aiya don't care liao la haha..

Here's the good thing, finally we get back our geog test results! I've been like waiting since last friday! I knew I was prepared but i still was afraid of not scoring well.. But ended up , 10/10 :D It's been a long while since I've gotten full marks for anything.. Especially in test.. I think the last time was during P1 for maths LOL!!

Then I totally forgot about e maths test on co-ordinate geometry.. I had a strange feeling, I did feel sad , but also anxious.. I was so afraid i would fail! God.. Then when my turn came to take the papers, I saw that Mrs See didn't fold my paper :D I hate it when teachers fold my paper.. It only represents one thing.. fail =.= Well, since she didn't i just went ahead to take it and realise I got 33/43 for it :D Pretty miraculous haha..

Oh well, after school there was maths remedial and it was rather boring at first that i almost slept, until Mrs See started joking about me lol.. Then that's when i started to wake up and I finished all the logarithm examples she gave us :D I must say it was rather rewarding since I learnt some stuffs that i usually forget.. I hope i don't forget them again though..

Lord your word says that if I put my trust in You, You will see me through all my difficulties. Lord, from today onwards, my trust is on You and only You, God. So many times you have shown me your ability to bring me up when I fall. God, You indeed are marvelous and merciful. Lord I pray that you would hear my prayers when I call up to You and You would help me out whenever I'm down. When I have nothing, You alone is sufficient because you are El Shaddai, God of more than enough. You would bless me exceedingly and abundantly and I pray that I would bring more to Christ :D In Jesus' name, Amen!

2009-08-14T19:51:00.016+08:00

Wow.. God is good and i must admit it.. Finally got back geog test.. I was so looking forward to it, but I wasn't really satisfied with my marks because it was like 21/40.. Actually got pretty sad, but i was like telling myself that if it's God's will then be it , I'll learn from my mistakes.. Funny thing is that as i was checking, i started finding errors.. One by one , i went up to the teacher.. One never mark, the other i make up some damn convincing story and some marks that wasn't given again..

At first Bryan won me by 0.5 marks.. Derrick had 23 marks. I was kinda sad to be the last among them.. But nevermind, i was awarded 1 mark and i won Bryan.. Then look through somemore, awarded another mark , 1 mark away from Derrick.. Look somemore, another mark, won Derrick by 1 mark.. Look even more , yet another mark.. 24 already ..

Then i made up some really convincing story and got another mark , same mark as marilyn.. Then she found 0.5 marks to add.. I was still unsastisfied lol.. Then finally found yet another mark to add and won her by 0.5 XD

In the end, from 21 become 26 haha.. Highest 29 o.O Wasted.. I could've gotten higher .. I could have gotten 30 marks because i think question 3 i never give any examples of the load, wrote like half the page and got no marks at all.. Then last question also no examples so lost about 4 marks there, but well... I wouldn't get the 4 marks there anyway...

I could've gotten 30 marks.. And be like top XD

Exodus 14:14 The Lord will fight for you, you just have to stand still
Wow stand still and God will fight for you.. I think i stood still and well, God indeed helped me :D My marks that is..
I've learnt something.. Don't let your faith waver because God looks at the heart of man, God works through faith

2009-08-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

Praise God! Recently, i fell sick, fever, cough, flu, joint aches.. I had all the symptoms of H1N1.. I was thinking to myself.. "Oh God, are you going to take me now? Although I'm hesistant, but if it is Your will, then let it be." God is good, maybe it's because I had faith in Him.. I knew very much i wanted to take the A Maths common test because my marks are already so low, like 40/100. If i don't take the opportunity to push it back up, I will never be able to get it up anymore. But thank God! He did not let me down because despite being sick, i continually praised Him. God indeed is faithful. Although I didn't take the common test, friends have told me that it was a killer. If I had taken the common test, how bad would my marks be? I guess God really does have a plan for each and everyone of us! Thank God for everything!

Haven't been able to taste anything so far because of blocked nose, that's bad.. What is food without taste? I'm only able to feel the texture.. Well, got to go!

Praise God :D Your Kingdom come, Your will be done on Earth as it is on Heaven!

2009-07-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

Finally found the inspiration and motivation to type another post.. From that post until now, many things happened, went to OBS, got back report book.. Well, let's not talk about report book.. OBS.. Outward Bound Singapore.. Never knew it was so.. Rewarding.. I wouldn't really say fun, but yea.. 5 days camp.. If you want to know why i wouldn't really say it was fun, then go for OBS :D No regrets..

In OBS, we learn to cook , sleep , socialise , overcome our fears, strengthening both physical and mental strength.. I saw wild boars, dogs.. I remember one night at like 12am or so.. You wake up can hear the dogs singing in the night.. Very beautiful.. We learnt how to kayak, in the end we did sea expedition, 13km around ubin for.. 7 hours :D, next day, 15km to Cek Jawa and to the new campsite at the other end of Ubin , 15km. The bags were like.. 20kg? Can die sia..

Well , this is my group , Charlie

No idea what else to write.. So i shall end it off nicely..

It is human's nature to doubt, why do we doubt God when He doesn't answer our prayers, yet? If God answers prayers instantly, the whole world will clash! Imagine 10 million people praying that their 4D number will come out, what is going to happen? Soccer match, both side pray their team will win, how? God has a schedule, a schedule as to when things will come. It will come for sure, it's this period of waiting that triggers our doubt about God's power. When God answers our prayers, we praise Him , we worship Him more, but when he doesn't answer our prayers, yet, why do we become doubtful of Him, when He has shown us his works in our lives? It's funny why we doubt Him of His powers, why do we not doubt Devil? God has always been with us and for us, why do we doubt someone who is on our side, rather than doubt someone who is your advocate? We should put our trust in God's hands and start questioning ourselves, whether we trust in the Devil , or doubt his works. What has the Devil done to gain your trust and instead of doubting your enemy, you doubt your friend?

Things to pray for...
1] Healthy and strong so that i do not fall sick
2] Good results start coming along, eliminate all failures
3] Grow stronger spiritually
4] Make more intercessions for friends
5] Become someone who is more matured in thinking
6] Become a more understanding person
7] Love the Lord with all my heart and soul more than ever, more each day.

2009-04-17T22:22:00.003+08:00

2012 , Doomsday , Solar Maximum . Are we all going to die? Will the Book Of Revelations finally come true?

Whatever you call it , it's a fact that these soon to come truths coincide with the Mayan calender which dates back to thousands of years back.

An 11-year epoch of increasingly severe solar storms that could fry power grids, disrupt cell-phone calls, knock satellites back to Earth, endanger astronauts in space, and force commercial airliners to change their routes to protect their radio communications and to avoid deadly solar radiation could begin as soon as this fall, scientists announced Monday.

When the solar cycle reaches its peak in 2012, it will hurl at Earth mammoth solar storms with intense radiation and clouds of high-speed subatomic particles millions of miles across, the scientists said.

A storm of that magnitude could short-circuit a world increasingly dependent on giant utilities and satellite communications networks. Such a storm in 1989 caused power grids to collapse, causing a five-hour blackout in Quebec.

Monday's forecast was announced by scientists from agencies including NASA and the National Science Foundation, based on research centered at the National Center for Atmospheric Research in Colorado.

There is disagreement on exactly when the new cycle will begin -- one key researcher predicted the cycle will start in late 2007 or early 2008, and another said it could begin either late this year or in early 2007. But they did agree that the most severe storms won't begin popping on the solar surface for several years, but when they do, they'll be huge.

The solar storms in the past have knocked out huge power grids and screwed up global electronics and data communications, but "the next sunspot cycle will be 30 to 50 percent stronger than the last one," the scientists said in Monday's statement.

Reaching that 50 percent threshold would make it the most intense solar cycle since the late 1950s and the second worst since the early 1700s, Peter Gilman, one of the researchers, said in a phone interview.

Astronomers will monitor the sun daily in the coming months to see how it's doing. Early warning signs will be the formation of large groups of sunspots, which are clusters of solar magnetic fields that are cooler than the rest of the sun.

"I look (at telescopic images of the sun) almost every day, thinking, 'It could be today,' " said David Hathaway, solar physics team leader at NASA's Marshall Space Flight Center in Alabama. He compared it to "waiting for the first sparrow of spring."

Solar storms can happen at any time during an 11-year solar cycle. However, by far the worst storms are likeliest to occur during the period known as "solar maximum," or solar max for short. The last solar max was in 2001.

The scientists are confident of their forecast for 2012 because they've successfully used a new computer model to "forecast" the past. That is, they used records of old solar cycles to figure out how the sun should have behaved during eight past cycles, as far back as the early 20th century. They "forecast" the sun's past behavior -- "hindcasting," they call it -- "with more than 98 percent accuracy" the scientists said.

"I'm really excited about this (discovery)," said NASA's Hathaway. "It's based on sound physical principles, and it finally answers the 150-year-old question: What causes the sunspot cycle?"

The cycle's victims could include space satellites. The coming storms could heat the upper levels of Earth's atmosphere, causing it to expand and exert drag on low-flying satellites -- perhaps enough drag to tug some of them back to Earth. Solar storms have been blamed for the U.S. Skylab space station's premature fall back to Earth in 1979.

Air travelers could be affected, too. Since the end of the Cold War, to avoid headwinds, airlines have increasingly flown subpolar routes to get between the United States and other Northern Hemisphere continents quickly and cheaply. But during solar storms, they must avoid the poles and fly more southerly routes.

They do so partly in order to avoid having their radio communications disrupted over dangerous polar terrain and partly to avoid exposing passengers -- especially pregnant women -- to the increased radiation, said solar-storm expert Joseph Kunches, chief of the forecast and analysis branch of the U.S. National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration's Space Environment Center in Boulder, Colo.

The northern and northeastern portions of North America are historically more vulnerable to system outages caused by solar storms than California and most of the Western states, said Gregg Fishman, spokesman for the California Independent System Operator. That's possibly because among other things, he said, there's a higher iron and mineral content in the North and Northeast that conducts the ground current more easily and allows for more of an impact during solar storms.

Credits goes to : http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/c/a/2006/03/07/MNGAFHJJL91.DTL

It's true that solar storms that occur year after year are doing not much harm to us. The end product of solar storms we can see are in the 2 poles , and the end product is , aurora. But now , Solar Maximum is approaching , are we prepared to face this far worse crisis than recession? Could it destroy mankind? Will God come? Will the final fight between God and Devil finally begin? Life would be taken to a brand new place, where torture and agony all comes together at once. Will the Book Of Revelations happen in 2012? A demon would appear and attack? Would the 7 trumpets be blown? Would Satan be banished forever? Will we ever experience God in a brand new way? What will happen to Earth?

A new study from the National Academy of Sciences outlines grim possibilities on Earth for a worst-case scenario solar storm.

Damage to power grids and other communications systems could be catastrophic, the scientists conclude, with effects leading to a potential loss of governmental control of the situation.

The prediction is based in part on a major solar storm in 1859 that caused telegraph wires to short out in the United States and Europe, igniting widespread fires.

It was perhaps the worst in the past 200 years, according to the new study, and with the advent of modern power grids and satellites, much more is at risk.

"A contemporary repetition of the [1859] event would cause significantly more extensive (and possibly catastrophic) social and economic disruptions," the researchers conclude.

Taken from : http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,478024,00.html

I read on the newspaper recently and it says that , this solar storm would make satellites into balls of fire dropping onto earth causing massive damage. Not forgetting the fact that we have so many satellites, everyone have to work together to bring us all through this crisis. I remember years ago reading an article , something about a giant asteroid which is said to hit us in 2032 if I'm not wrong. I remember i calculated and it would happen when i'm 30+. But the question now is , will we even make it pass this crisis that could end mankind? Only time will tell..

According to one of the many Doomsday scenarios we have been presented with in the run-up to the Mayan Prophecy-fuelled “end of the world” in the year 2012, this scenario is actually based on some science. What’s more, there may be some correlation between the 11-year solar cycle and the time cycles seen in the Mayan calendar, perhaps this ancient civilization understood how the Sun’s magnetism undergoes polarity changes every decade or so? Plus, religious texts (such as the Bible) say that we are due for a day of judgement, involving a lot of fire and brimstone. So it looks like we are going to get roasted alive by our closest star on December 21st, 2012!

Before we go jumping to conclusions, take a step back and think this through. Like most of the various ways the world is going to end in 2012, the possibility of the Sun blasting out a huge, Earth-damaging solar flare is very attractive to the doomsayers out there. But let’s have a look at what really happens during an Earth-directed solar flare event, the Earth is actually very well protected. Although some satellites may not be…

The Earth has evolved in a highly radioactive environment. The Sun constantly fires high-energy particles from its magnetically dominated surface as the solar wind. During solar maximum (when the Sun is at its most active), the Earth may be unlucky enough to be staring down the barrel of an explosion with the energy of 100 billion Hiroshima-sized atomic bombs. This explosion is known as a solar flare and the effects of which can cause problems here on Earth.

Before we look at the Earth-side effects, let’s have a look at the Sun and briefly understand why it gets so angry every 11 years or so.

First and foremost, the Sun has a natural cycle with a period of approximately 11 years. During the lifetime of each cycle, the magnetic field lines of the Sun are dragged around the solar body by differential rotation at the solar equator. This means that the equator is spinning faster than the magnetic poles. As this continues, solar plasma drags the magnetic field lines around the Sun, causing stress and a build up of energy (an illustration of this is pictured). As magnetic energy increases, kinks in the magnetic flux form, forcing them to the surface. These kinks are known as coronal loops which become more numerous during periods of high solar activity.

This is where the sunspots come in. As coronal loops continue to pop up over the surface, sunspots appear too, often located at the loop footpoints. Coronal loops have the effect of pushing the hotter surface layers of the Sun (the photosphere and chromosphere) aside, exposing the cooler convection zone (the reasons why the solar surface and atmosphere is hotter than the solar interior is down to the coronal heating phenomenon). As magnetic energy builds up, we can expect more and more magnetic flux to be forced together. This is when a phenomenon known as magnetic reconnection occurs.

Reconnection is the trigger for solar flares of various sizes. As previously reported, solar flares from “nanoflares” to “X-class flares” are very energetic events. Granted, the largest flares my generate enough energy for 100 billion atomic explosions, but don’t let this huge figure concern you. For a start, this flare occurs in the low corona, right near the solar surface. That’s nearly 100 million miles away (1AU). The Earth is nowhere close to the blast.

As the solar magnetic field lines release a huge amount of energy, solar plasma is accelerated and confined within the magnetic environment (solar plasma is superheated particles like protons, electrons and some light elements such as helium nuclei). As the plasma particles interact, X-rays may be generated if the conditions are right and bremsstrahlung is possible. (Bremsstrahlung occurs when charged particles interact, resulting in X-ray emission.) This may create an X-ray flare.

The biggest problem with an X-ray flare is that we get little warning when it is going to happen as X-rays travel at the speed of light (one of the record breaking 2003 solar flares is pictured left). X-rays from an X-class flare will reach the Earth in around eight minutes. As X-rays hit our atmosphere, they are absorbed in the outermost layer called the ionosphere. As you can guess from the name, this is a highly charged, reactive environment, full of ions (atomic nuclei, and free electrons).

During powerful solar events such as flares, rates of ionization between X-rays and atmospheric gases increase in the D and E region layers of the ionosphere. There is a sudden surge in electron production in these layers. These electrons can cause interference to the passage of radio waves through the atmosphere, absorbing short wave radio signals (in the high frequency range), possibly blocking global communications. These events are known as “Sudden Ionospheric Disturbances” (or SIDs) and they become commonplace during periods of high solar activity. Interestingly, the increase in electron density during a SID boosts the propagation of Very Low Frequency (VLF) radio, a phenomenon scientists use to measure the intensity of X-rays coming from the Sun.

Coronal Mass Ejections?

X-ray solar flare emissions are only part of the story. If the conditions are right, a coronal mass ejection (CME) might be produced at the site of the flare (although either phenomenon can occur independently). CMEs are slower than the propagation of X-rays, but their global effects here on Earth can be more problematic. They may not travel at the speed of light, but they still travel fast; they can travel at a rate of 2 million miles per hour (3.2 million km/hr), meaning they may reach us in a matter of hours.

This is where much effort is being put into space weather prediction. We have a handful of spacecraft sitting between the Earth and the Sun at the Earth-Sun Lagrangian (L₁) point with sensors on board to measure the energy and intensity of the solar wind. Should a CME pass through their location, energetic particles and the interplanetary magnetic field (IMF) can be measured directly. One mission called the Advanced Composition Explorer (ACE) sits in the L₁ point and provides scientists with up to an hour notice on the approach of a CME. ACE teams up with the Solar and Heliospheric Observatory (SOHO) and the Solar TErrestrial RElations Observatory (STEREO), so CMEs can be tracked from the lower corona into interplanetary space, through the L₁ point toward Earth. These solar missions are actively working together to provide space agencies with advanced notice of an Earth-directed CME.

So what if a CME reaches Earth? For a start, much depends on the magnetic configuration of the IMF (from the Sun) and the geomagnetic field of the Earth (the magnetosphere). Generally speaking, if both magnetic fields are aligned with polarities pointing in the same direction, it is highly probable that the CME will be repelled by the magnetosphere. In this case, the CME will slide past the Earth, causing some pressure and distortion on the magnetosphere, but otherwise passing without a problem. However, if the magnetic field lines are in an anti-parallel configuration (i.e. magnetic polarities in opposite directions), magnetic reconnection may occur at the leading edge of the magnetosphere.

In this event, the IMF and magnetosphere will merge, connecting the Earth’s magnetic field with the Sun’s. This sets the scene for one of the most awe inspiring events in nature: the aurora.

Satellites in Peril
As the CME magnetic field connects with the Earth’s, high energy particles are injected into the magnetosphere. Due to solar wind pressure, the Sun’s magnetic field lines will fold around the Earth, sweeping behind our planet. The particles injected in the “dayside” will be funnelled into the polar regions of the Earth where they interact with our atmosphere, generating light as aurorae. During this time, the Van Allen belt will also become “super-charged”, creating a region around the Earth that could cause problems to unprotected astronauts and any unshielded satellites. For more on the damage that can be caused to astronauts and spacecraft, check out “Radiation Sickness, Cellular Damage and Increased Cancer Risk for Long-term Missions to Mars” and “New Transistor Could Side-Step Space Radiation Problem.”

As if the radiation from the Van Allen belt wasn’t enough, satellites could succumb to the threat of an expanding atmosphere. As you’d expect, as if the Sun hits the Earth with X-rays and CMEs, there will be inevitable heating and global expansion of the atmosphere, possibly encroaching into satellite orbital altitudes. If left unchecked, an aerobraking effect on satellites could cause them to slow and drop in altitude. Aerobraking has been used extensively as a space flight tool to slow spacecraft down when being inserted into orbit around another planet, but this will have an adverse effect on satellites orbiting Earth as any slowing of velocity could cause it to re-enter the atmosphere.

We Feel the Effects on the Ground Too

Although satellites are on the front line, if there is a powerful surge in energetic particles entering the atmosphere, we may feel the adverse effects down here on Earth too. Due to the X-ray generation of electrons in the ionosphere, some forms of communication may become patchy (or be removed all together), but this isn’t all that can happen. Particularly in high-latitude regions, a vast electric current, known as an “electrojet”, may form through the ionosphere by these incoming particles. With an electric current comes a magnetic field. Depending on the intensity of the solar storm, currents may be induced down here on the ground, possibly overloading national power grids. On March 13th 1989, six million people lost power in the Quebec region of Canada after a huge increase in solar activity caused a surge from ground-induced currents. Quebec was paralysed for nine hours whilst engineers worked on a solution to the problem.

Can Our Sun Produce a Killer Flare?

The short answer to this is “no”.

The longer answer is a little more involved. Whilst a solar flare from out Sun, aimed directly at us, could cause secondary problems such as satellite damage and injury to unprotected astronauts and blackouts, the flare itself is not powerful enough to destroy Earth, certainly not in 2012. I dare say, in the far future when the Sun begins to run out of fuel and swell into a red giant, it might be a bad era for life on Earth, but we have a few billion years to wait for that to happen. There could even be the possibility of several X-class flares being launched and by pure bad luck we may get hit by a series of CMEs and X-ray bursts, but none will be powerful to overcome our magnetosphere, ionosphere and thick atmosphere below.

“Killer” solar flares have been observed on other stars. In 2006, NASA’s Swift observatory saw the largest stellar flare ever observed 135 light-years away. Estimated to have unleashed an energy of 50 million trillion atomic bombs, the II Pegasi flare will have wiped out most life on Earth if our Sun fired X-rays from a flare of that energy at us. However, our Sun is not II Pegasi. II Pegasi is a violent red giant star with a binary partner in a very close orbit. It is believed the gravitational interaction with its binary partner and the fact II Pegasi is a red giant is the root cause behind this energetic flare event.

Doomsayers point to the Sun as a possible Earth-killer source, but the fact remains that our Sun is a very stable star. It does not have a binary partner (like II Pegasi), it has a predictable cycle (of approximately 11 years) and there is no evidence that our Sun contributed to any mass extinction event in the past via a huge Earth-directed flare. Very large solar flares have been observed (such as the 1859 Carrington white light flare)… but we are still here.

In an added twist, solar physicists are surprised by the lack of solar activity at the start of this 24th solar cycle, leading to some scientists to speculate we might be on the verge of another Maunder minimum and “Little Ice Age”. This is in stark contrast to NASA solar physicist’s 2006 prediction that this cycle will be a “doozy”.

This leads me to conclude that we still have a long way to go when predicting solar flare events. Although space weather prediction is improving, it will be a few years yet until we can read the Sun accurately enough to say with any certainty just how active a solar cycle is going to be. So, regardless of prophecy, prediction or myth, there is no physical way to say that the Earth will be hit by any flare, let alone a big one in 2012. Even if a big flare did hit us, it will not be an extinction event. Yes, satellites may be damaged, causing secondary problems such as a GPS loss (which might disrupt air traffic control for example) or national power grids may be overwhelmed by auroral electrojets, but nothing more extreme than that.

But hold on, to sidestep this issue, doomsayers now tell us that a large solar flare will hit us just as the Earth’s geomagnetic field weakens and reverses, leaving us unprotected from the ravages of a CME… The reasons why this is not going to happen in 2012 is worthy of its own article.

Taken from : http://www.universetoday.com/2008/06/21/2012-no-killer-solar-flare/

2009-04-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

Back to posting. Well , Easter season is coming , the day of Crucifiction for Jesus my Lord . A day when people celebrate because He has gave us freedom. Through One person , He changed the world.

For God so loved the world , He gave his only Begotten Son , Jesus Christ. Those who believe in Him shall have eternal life , those who choose not , shall be baned from the face of Earth when the day of Judgement comes.

Well , anyway , today's maths test was killing me.. 70 minutes of power pressure. 8 Questions , 70 minutes. Guess what, first 4 weren't much of a problem. Until the next 3 came. 5 , 6 , 7 , BLANK. It's damn tough luh.. I even had the thought of dropping A maths. Hai.. Really pray hard that I will start to do well in all my subjects lor.. I mean at least C5 for the worst ones luh.. God , not by my strength.. Where does my help comes from? It comes from the Lord.

I'm starting to lose interest in things like games , and more focused on reading story books :D I found my second love again.. Jesus is my first love. Sorry book.. But God comes first =D

"But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)

2009-04-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

Seems like , I have made it through! Although i didn't meet the 12 hours , but at least i tried and i'm really proud that I fasted for a good reason! After much calculation , I started from 7:00am. I then fasted , skipped recess , lunch, all i had was A bottle of Kickapoo and a cup of Green Tea to get through the day. I got home , my parents came home and they ask me to eat the Hong Kong mee they bought for me. So well , i broke fast at approximately 5:30 pm . I hope God would be touched by my sincerity. Hope to see God working on the matters that I've fasted for.. In Jesus' Name I Pray , Amen!

2009-04-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

Chapter One

The test of Faith

Tomorrow, I shall officially fast for certain things. It's my first time and I'm really excited. I know that there will be challenges ahead of me , but i shall do my best and show God my sacrifice. Hopefully , it will be answered and by faith , i believe it will. God , i hope you can see my sacrifice. Help me to not live in the human body , but in the spirit. Teach me to not feel the hunger in me , but convert that bodily hunger into a hunger for you , God. God , have mercy on my body , please don't let it take too much harsh. This is my first time fasting , please God , help me tide through this event. Let this first fast bring forth many more fasts , answer my prayers as I ask of them , Lord i know that you may not answer my prayers some times , but Lord , i want to show you my sincerity by fasting tomorrow for certain things. Let's wait till tomorrow and we'll see how things go. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen!

2009-03-25T19:18:00.002+08:00

Welcome to , NO SIGNBOARD RESTAURANT!

Seems like this restaurant has moved to our school! Good job , Dr Ong! Good food at last!!! *you wish...*

Well , apparently , this signboard restaurant seems not to be up to the standard of the real one.. Lets see ...

Sadly, I've not taken photo of the Bee Hoon , but whoever who buys it , good luck to you , because you'll be eating rubberbands. Well , of course if you like rubber bands , go ahead and buy it , but i wish the best of luck to you..

The only shop that sells waffles/pancakes? Wow! It's here at last! I can imagine myself taking a bite out of the overflowing blueberry/peanut butter pancake.. Let's see what we get from this fantastic shop..

Hmm , apparently , this overflowing peanut butter jam is but a mere one tablespoon of peanut butter.. Interesting.. So this is how you make money? Guess not.. Not only that , the pancake is so damn salty.. Not only that! It's so freaking soggy.. Oh yeah.. How can i forget? The crispy version.. Let's see how it goes..

Looks like... Crispy = CHAO TA.. Sure there's the crisp , but good luck not having cancer eating this everyday.. Check out the peanut butter on it.. The front 1/4 didn't have any filling at all.. And seems like that's... 1 teaspoon of peanut butter there! And of course, people have been complaining about the soggy pancake , so try out the "crispy" one.. I mean , who wouldn't want to try it eh? Good luck with your cancerous cell if you really love the pancake from this store.

Erm .. erm.. Is this chocolate or tao sa? Lol just some random thought.. Looked more like tao sa to me haha.. Check out the filling there.. At least there's.. Half a tablespoon more than our peanut butter.. "Our" refers to mine and Boon Kiat.. He bought the "Crispy" one and mine the soggy one. This one is Bennett one.

Enough of waffles.. Alright alright... Let's move on to their vegetables. I mean , green is good right? 2 servings of fruits and vegetable a day. The photo I'm going to put up may not be so obvious , but me and my , "gang" have devised a plan to take more photos to provide you with more interesting facts about the shop. Let's see..

It's not very clear , but basically , it's some green vege and some white vege .. If i could take a better photo , that'll be so cool.. Anyway , i shall describe it.. It's green , yes , of course it's green.. But there's a tinge of blackness in all that greenery.. 1/4 of all the leaves turned black.. wtf.. And it's all so damn soggy.. Well , I'm pretty sure there's nothing wrong with their cooking , and i trust their cooking skills.. But it seems like , they are determined to sell those spoilt vegetables to us? Wow , thanks for trying to give us food poisoning , we appreciate it. But if you don't watch your cleanliness , you should try your luck elsewhere , the roadside?

That's basically all the photos i have , maybe i'll try to get more.. It's risky you know.. Anyway, good luck to those who enjoy their food =D Actually , their fried rice still okay , bland bland one though..

I think this shop 1 year die already , just the rent alone can kill them since they don't seem to be making any profits at all.. We'll see how it goes.. All the other shops have unending queue except this .. Recess , i think only 50 people in total buy their food.. Overpriced , underquality.. Wonder who will be interested..

2009-03-22T22:25:00.000+08:00

Cool song =D

Events that occured today.

2009-03-18T22:40:00.009+08:00

People say , a picture paints a thousand words. I beg to differ , for i understand that , picture means more than words. It's so much more meaningful than words. Undescribable , far beyond description just like Jesus when He died for me.. Anyway , back to the point LOL.. I guess that was just to start off..

Combed my hair cause i had nothing to do and i found my Gold hair =D Natural one okay..

Dead bird while skating to pasir ris park .. Sad , there was blood on it's mouth..But at least it died in a nice position.
Shiny legs =D Doorway to Heaven?

Artistic right.. I take one okay..

Back to life , well , I haven't done so many homework and i'm so stressed.. Literature undone. Maths undone. English undone.Chinese undone.Social Studies undone.Chemistry undone. Oh man.. Someone help?

God , I ask of You , Holy one, to let me bask in your presence oh God , let not my ignorance anger you , causing you to turn me into nothing. For You are my everything, I'm nothing without you. God , you are slow to anger , forgive me if I have sinned against you. Teach me to live in the Spirit and not the Flesh. Let the Holy Spirit guide me , lead me to the correct people , lift me up as i falter.I know, O Lord, that a man’s life is not his own; it is not for man to direct his steps. Correct me, Lord, but only with justice—not in your anger, lest you reduce me to nothing. The heart of man plans his way, but the LORD establishes his steps.Father , I pray that you will annoint me with Knowledge and Wisdom. Let your Word flow into me like an everlasting stream that flows down like a waterfall. Let your annointing be so strong that i have the ability to deliver people oh God. Lord i know that as i put my faith into you , you will not shun away from me . Father i pray that you will forgive me if I have sinned in any way against you because I know that I will be the only party who loses out. I pray all these in Jesus' name , Amen.

2009-03-15T23:15:00.003+08:00

2 nice songs to listen to =D

Cai Hong - Power Station

歌曲名称：彩虹
曲：陈峰 | 词：颜玺轩

只要不醒过来这就不是梦
请看着我请拥抱我体温别流走

好多话想说好多事要做
请天空给我请时间给我再多一点停留

身为一道彩虹雨过了就该闪亮整片天空
让我深爱的你感到光荣

身为一道彩虹尽全力也要换你一段笑容
够了我爱你不必人懂 (只要你懂)

如果你累了那就去睡吧
不要为我强求什么爱不能不宽容

亲爱的你若有感动请牢记在心中
下一次下雨你能看见的那道彩虹
不再可能是我

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHBUI_4qz5Y

Hei de bai de hong de huang deZi de lu de lan de hui de
Ni de wo de ta de ta de
Da de xiao de yuan de bian de
Hao de huai de mei de chou de
Xin de jiu de ge zhong kuan shi ge zhong hua se ren ni xuan zhe
Fei de gao gao yue yuan yue hao
Jian duan le xian ta jiu si diao
Shou ming duan duan gao xing jiu hao
Xi huan jiu hao mei da bu liao
Yue bian yue xiao yue lai yue xiao
Kuai yao si diao ye hen jiao ao
Ni bu xiang shuo jiu bei zai shuo
Wo bu xiang ting bu xiang zai ting
Jiu ba yi qie zhe yan dang zuo qi qiu yi ban sui ta er qu
Wo bu zai yi bu hui zai yi fang ta er qu sui ta er qu
Qi qiu piao jing yun li piao jing feng li jie shu sheng ming
Qi qiu piao jing ai li piao jing xin li man man si qu

2009-03-08T21:51:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile and DonaVAN is pestering me... To appease him , i shall give you my stupid life today lol..

Woke up and attended service , then went rollerblading , went to grease my wheels with kerosene =P The bottle is like war time then stuff one piece of cloth with fire.. But ours is with cork.. Then we clean bearings lor.. I very scared corrode my bearings sia.. Then went park , met my coach , he introduced me another guy , Team Micro , pH.. Anyway , currently i want to learn 'Toss' It's damn cool.. Oh ya.. I met my P2 classmate.. Cool isn't it.. Lost touch for... 7 years already..

2009-02-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

Today , my sermon , will be , God will answer your prayers if you are persistant..

So well , I've been doing this every night , Asking God for a good dream . God knows what you desire even without asking Him! Truely , God works in miraculous ways. Okay , so it was just like any other day , bed time , lights out , Sleep.

Several hours later when i was in deep unconciousness , a dream was being produced.. Incredible , but true. I was asleep in my dream and i was dreaming in my dream. So if you don't get it, it's like.. Me -> Sleeping -> In the sleep , I'm dreaming -> In the dream, Something happened and i'm going to tell you everything.

In this dream of mine while i was dreaming , God told me in this dream that I have treasures stored up in my house. It's in a hidden place which nobody have found it. Somehow , i was at East Coast Park , not sure where it was , but pretty sure it was ECP. I was at this sand pit , playing , digging large holes until i saw this standing sign , pretty small , palm sized , overing an opening. In this opening , i found nothing , but it was just interesting. Then , i saw a tortoise by the grass. I tried to pick it up but my hands just could not grasp it. Then i asked clavis to do it. I'm not sure , but clavis then opened the shell of the tortoise. Then somehow a spade came out , and Clavis slashed one of it's legs away. Then the dream just teleported me to elsewhere. I was still in my dream , God revealed to me the locations of the treasure. When i woke up in my dream which i was dreaming in , i went to follow God's direction and really went to search for it. At this secret compartment of my sofa where it was on the floor , i dug my hand in while holding onto a torchlight on the other hand. I shined light in. There, i saw a gold figurine of a pyramid. Not only that , I also saw a gold pencil. Which i will talk more about it later.

That was not what was wierd. This part is the interesting part and the key to the whole dream. Okay , so i was searching. Suddenly , I saw this 3 part coin. It was pretty large , about the size of an average handphone. The design was so vivid! What i saw was , A lion head , A Tiger head , which i somehow knew it was a Malaysia one , and the bottom was a Merlion's tail. I remember in my dream , this person told me a story on how it came about and the coin was an antique. This person shifted the lion's head , from the neck of the Tiger's one , The lion and tiger were facing each other. Then he said , The lion once could swim , but after time , it evolved. *He slides the lion head to the original position* and while sliding the head, he said , after time , it could walk on land. Therefore , the merlion was the past of the lion. The tiger just came into the picture somehow. Anyway , i couldn't remember whether the tiger's head was a merlion head or the tiger head. I can't remember , but i think it's the merlion's head.

Then i asked him , how much was this 3 part coin worth. And he said it was a very old antique and it was worth 1.5million. Then i was thinking whether i should pass it to the museum or sell it. In the end , i decided to sell it. But before that , i hid the coin at another secret compartment , where i found the other part of the pencil. It was shaped like a fountain pen , one part at the sofa , the other at the wall. How i know it was a pencil? The part of the pencil at the wall had a pencil lead in it. After some time when i decided that i want to sell it , i tried searching for it , but i couldn't find it! Then i somehow went to find someone who could help me. There was some sort of device i had to press on . There were about 5 of us , me and my brother , a grandmother and someone else. Then we had to press onto the device which was like a switch , with a red light emitted when pressed on. I pressed hard with my body weight with my palm on the switch. I could feel the exact pressure i had exerted in my sleep. Then they were praying. The prayer ended with something to do with Mother Mary. I was shocked when i heard that. Then i asked the prayer in Jesus name instead. After that , i approached the grandmother , I started prayer in tongues as i held her face with my thumbs at her eyes. I prayed so powerfully that i slained her. Why we went to this person house because he said that the treasure was in somebody's body and it could be traced. But well , it didn't work. I then got teleported back to my house where i suddenly found the treasure. I forgot that i hid it in another place.

Then i took the golden fountain pencil and went to some agency and asked how much it was worth , the assistant told me that it was fake and not real. I was shocked , then i asked if it was gold plated , but i had no answers from her. Then i got teleported back to ECP. I somehow went onto the stage where i found the 3 part coin. Then i was on the screen and i imitated the same actions of the person on the screen. I didn't know who he was , but he was worth 1.5 million. Like a soccer player. My actions were exactly like his. Then i went backstage and i got teleported once again to a bunk room where me and my mates were resting , my mates could fly! I was at the top of the bed just looking down. Then i went out to catch a breath. Somehow , it was like i had a conversion of 2 dreams , in my dream , i remember i was once of a lower class. We were confined in this large area. I used to be allocated at the lower part of the building. When i went on stage that time , i got transferred to the highest class. I was sitting down on my balcony which was like a tree. I was just catching a breath there and thinking about things. Then , like magic, a fairy threw me something which became like a game , i was credited $3000. Then i teleported to some shop and i could sell stuffs which was worth some money.

I was then teleported back to my house , i then took the coin and passed it to my dad and he somehow got it sold. He retrieved the 1.5 million dollars from the buyer and brought it home. Then he placed the money somewhere on the floor and beside it , was a machine which could suck things and literally turn them into super tiny bits. So when i was sitting down , i saw things getting shot out, like powder. Then i looked , I realise that the 1.5 million all got shreded.. Then i woke up from my dream , note , now i'm really awake.

I woke up and thanked God for such an interesting dream. Then i switched off the air-con. I went out , i was still in shock when that all happened. Then i started praying in tongues. I've never prayed in that type of tongues before. It was totally new to me. I just kept praying and the presence of God was so intense! I was literally basking in His presence! As i was praying , i was walking to and fro in my house. Then at the most intense moment of my prayer , the 'tilam' covering the door that has windows which lets lights in in the room i'm sleeping , dropped! For the past 2 hours when i sleeping , it didn't drop , only when i prayed so hard, it dropped! I was still so shocked.. Even right , thinking about this issue , i'm feeling the presence of God! It's like electricity flowing through my body! I really want to thank God for answering my prayers..

So guys , if you want your prayers to be answered , you have to be persistant in your prayers! Keep knocking onto the heart of Jesus just like how he knocks the hearts of ours before we were saved! Ask and you shall receive. Only through persistant and truthful prayers , God will answer what you truely desire. I pray that you , my brethrens , will encounter similar experiences like me! I pray all this in Jesus' name , Amen!

2009-02-24T19:22:00.003+08:00

COMMON TEST ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!

Wooo... It's been a really tiring and frustrating week.. It's all over! Imagine being piled up with tonnes of homework + the need to study for common tests.. Wow that's some real stress there.. Need to do other subject while trying to study for another.. The feeling sucks.. Well , at least for me , Softball matches have stopped interfering with my studies! I can get back to studying at last!

A prayer should end this post =D

Father in Heaven , I pray that as I put my faith and trust in You , Lord , you will not shortchange me. Father , I pray that as I do my best , God , You will do the rest.. Father , Thank You for providing me with strength and wisdom , I am nothing without You. Father , Thank You for being so tangible in my life , it's a true blessing to be able to communicate with my God.. Father , I vow to give all the praise and honour to You because you are worthy of my praise and honour to You. Thank You for helping me cope with difficulties. Lastly , Father , I pray that me and my friends would score high marks for our common tests. In Jesus Name I pray , Amen!

2009-02-21T20:14:00.012+08:00

Some random pictures from my handphone lol.. Each has a story to tell...

This one is when Liang xian refuses to throw his plate.. So i took a ball of rice from my plate and made his name =D

Puffy eyes... Kenna i think pimple cream into my eyes..
Relapse , this time is Neutrogena facial wash..

Toilet at Tampines Rover Club

I don't know how this stands..

Cute isn't it.. Inside church at the Children's corner.

This is what the heck.. Bought too many cartons of Viagra? Haha.. Looks like West Plaza area has a lot of erectile dysfunction people haha.. This was taken today haha.. Oh my.. I just realise the spelling is wrong too! Wow.. Buck up =D

2 Common Tests down , 2 more to go.. I'm not really confident about maths because i haven't been excelling in it.. It's really frustrating.. God , i pray that during the exam, i would not fear and i would attempt all questions with complete faith that i'll do well and i pray that the outcome would be good! Let there not be any question that acts as a barrier for me to fail , but let them be stepping stones that'll bring me to greater heights , from glory to glory , to glory..

SS i have absolute confidence in doing well. I pray that God , you will not let me down , i pray that i will score at least 80% for it , because of you , can i then score so well. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. God , I vow to give all the honour and glory to you for you deserve my praises. Amen!

2009-02-20T19:47:00.002+08:00

Two down , two more to go! It's been so long since i've last posted.. A break at last! A breath of fresh air =D

I really want to thank God for being by me all these while lor.. When i was tired , He took away fatigue from me.. When i was stressed , He showed me ways to destress..I am nothing without Him ..

Anyway , today was really wierd.. LMM just went berserk.. Okay it's mainly Jordan's fault which caused Yan Teng & Lixuan to kenna lol.. Jordan's tortoise sure pissed LMM off haha.. Anyway, her way of teaching is just wrong lor.. What the heck , everything also threathen.. If i can find any rules that has to do with threathening , i confirm shoot her one =.= Chinese.. Comprehension , 4/25 . What's wrong you ask.. LMM mark is follow answers to mark one.. I wonder if anyone can reach 10 marks.. That's just gay =.= Anyway , the cong kao i got 15/20 for the ting xie.. Not bad eh =D

Today's sci common test wasn't too bad ... Although i was uncertain before , now i'm confident =D Do you ever have the feeling , you don't know if you know what you don't know? I sure did.. Well , it sucks , but it motivates you to study.. I'm glad i've studied =D Learning from my mistakes.

Ah well , after school , instead of going home , went for CCA , playing with my uniform =D Didn't do much , just throw some fast curly balls at Clavis =D

2009-02-15T15:29:00.003+08:00

I've declared war with Sebrina Kwa aka BOB =D She may do well in DnT , but not in terms of academic! Because nerdball will always win! Not forgetting my Lord , my Saviour , Jesus Christ. I am nothing without Him. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. My God will be fighting for me. When I'm fatigued , He will take all my fatigue away because He loves me.

It's time to study hard guys ..

Oh God , hear my prayers and don't turn away from me. God , i pray for annointing of knowledge and wisdom. Let the test questions not cause me to panic or fumble. God , remind me of all the solutions and formulas to solve the questions. Bring forth rememberance in me. Let me not forget anything and let me be so prepared for the things that have yet to come. God , prepare me as i put my trust in you. God , i am yours. Please God , let me not lose because i know , i have you by my side and you will sit beside me when i'm taking my common tests. Let my scores all reach above 75. Let my friends be so jealous of me because i have You , God. In Jesus name i pray , Amen!

Edited

Bye bye long hair... I'm gonna cut you!

My hair colour nice right! =D Natural one okay..

2009-02-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

Oh yay... 100th post at last.. It's been a long long time since this blog started.. Anyway , Happy Valentine's day.. A day to dedicate to your love ones and to those who daren't say anything to those you secretly love , say it in your heart =D

Well , my Valentine day is damn boring .. No girlfriend to spend with.. Okay , don't remind me about LMM =.= Sian la.. Valentine's Day still got tuition T.T Common test coming liao.. What to do ? Let's all be nerdballs and study. It's cool to be nerd. Nerd is the new cool. C'mon guys , let's all be nerds and make 3/7 become 3/9 =D

Anyway , this is how i spend 13/2/09..

Sucks.. Lessons as usual , Mrs See pon lessons again.. She should know better than to not pon lessons.. I'll give her detention! HMPH! Maths already so cham still she MIA.. Wah damn sian.. I really pray that i will do well in my Common test lor.. Walao i made too many mistakes la..

Anyway , what really sucked was the match.. Didn't start off good , of course didn't end off well.. For they say , A good start is half the battle won. Therefore , A lousy start is only 1/10billion of the battle won.. Just practice only i kenna hit by the ball because stupid Robson go change the course of the ball then hit my left knee.. Nevermind.. Worse is.. When match start , i went to dive for one ball which was the most stupid thing to do ... I went to open up my old injury which i got like .. 2 days ago? Shit.. It hurts like a bee.. NEVERMIND.. That i can forget.. BUT WHAT I CANNOT FORGET IS... When my turn bat , i whack damn far and hard.. Run run run.. Run to base 3 , the outfield go throw the ball at my back! Wah that one is pain like f***... Can die lor.. Then ball deflected away i faster run to home.. Luckily all my efforts were not wasted.. Or i'll be damn angry.. What i've always wanted to do happened! I managed to whack the guy and the ball drop out of his glove! I didn't care what was happening.. I just run run run and slide , i actually managed to knock the catcher down! I SAW THE BALL DROP OUT! WOOT.. I was the first to do homerun.. After that , i never play anymore for the match.. Injured like mad =.=

Then go home , put qing cao you .. It's a very good oilment.. But it hurts like .. Hmm... 10 times when you get the injury? WTF i wanted to distract myself while my dad does it.. The thing is , it doesn't works.. Walao he dab the cotton with the oilment and just smear it all over the injury with the blood still slightly fresh.. I scream like what T.T Then after that okay already.. Then daddy also rub ZAMBAK for the big big 'orh ceh' .. Walao is like below my shoulder blades lor T.T Pain =*(

2009-02-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

Wah this few days have been rather stressful and frustrating.. As you know , i've been getting out of school especially during MATHS LESSONS where lessons are most intense . It's the lesson that i really need help on and i'm going to other schools just to play softball.. I'm feeling really frustrated about this already. I would rather not go softball and study.. It seems like i've realised the importance of studying.

Stressful.. Why? Why not try A Maths questions... They make you think so hard that you can break down any moment.. Not forgetting , the numerous quizzes and tests that comes and go any time.

God , hear my prayer. Father in heaven , i pray for annointing of wisdom and knowledge from you. Father i pray that you will send the Holy Spirit to guide me and become my tutor. Let the Holy Spirit not only teach me to make better choices , but also understanding in my Maths and other subjects. Father , i really need your help especially in this time. Father , let understanding flow through me.. Give me the strength and courage and move on in life. Father , show me your love and care. Father , teach me to listen to your words. O God , please be by me when i need you the most. During my darkest and lowest moments , carry me up on your strong and mighty right hand. Show me what lies ahead of me. God , I'm feeling very frustrated. Please help me find ways to ease this frustration in me.. Hear my prayers... In Jesus name i pray , Amen!

2009-02-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

Yay , it's first day of the month of February ! =D Let's rejoice haha.. Anyway , went for service today , message was great.. Glad that i've finished my homework and i've become Study IC for my cell group! I'll do my best to bug my friends =D Okay.. I'm good at that LOL..

Sian sia.. Why last 2 years , when got match during school hours , i would be so happy , so excited that i would count the periods i would miss.. But now , it seems as though i had a total transformation.. I would be so devastated that i missed lessons that i even asked Mr Shafie when will all these end.. This year, i started to feel that lessons are so important , and Sebrina, i'm not a nerdball.. It's cause i like to study.. But i better get a good night's rest tonight so i'm prepared and on fire for tomorrow..

Alright.. My prayer for the day..

"Dear heavenly father , i thank you for providing so much for me today , thank you for making me Study IC of my cell group , I believe that this is just the start and greater things has yet to come.. Father , i pray that tonight , i will have a good rest and be so prepared tomorrow that i will not feel sleepy at all! I pray that during the match , i will do so well that even my friends are shocked by my ability.. I believe that , I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Father in Heaven , Fight with me , fight for me.. You are My Lord , My Saviour . In Jesus name i pray , Amen."

2009-01-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

Walao sian la.. lost yet another $50.. Knn.. Someone in my CCA have been stealing my damn cash and is out to steal for the rest of his life.. I think 2 or 3 times liao lei.. Fuck la.. I try to save so hard then some fucking bastard just take away.. I mean doesn't he feel at least shameful or guilty? How come it's so hard to find people who are righteous.. Walao.. Damn freaking pissed off about this incident lor.. Came to know about it only during recess.. Open wallet then that big note gone.. I was so damn shocked..

Spoilt my whole bloody day... During recess , i even had thoughts of bashing that guy up until he bleed like fuck.. Then think somemore.. Is it worth it or not.. Walao damn sian la.. Everytime like that.. I haven't even got a chance to use it and it's gone. Fuck it..

Haix.. The only righteous thing left for me to do is to pray for that poor bastard who resorts to stealing.. Father in Heaven , i pray for this guy who has been constantly stealing me money.. Father, i pray that he will see the light and he will at least tell me that he's the one stealing it and what his reason was for stealing.. I don't blame him if he really needs the money badly. Father , you tell me to love my enemies , but if they constantly attack again and again , can i not just stand there and do nothing? Oh Father... Teach him the right way to live life and i pray that he'll stop stealing for it is a sin to steal. You say in your 10 commandments , "You shall not steal" .. Oh Father , teach him to not steal. I will show understanding and forgiveness if he tells me the genuine reason for doing such unscrupulous actions. In Jesus name i pray , amen.

2009-01-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

Time sure flies fast.. Camp was great , life has been good. Today is my birthday =D

First day of camp.. Camp zips broke.. We become food for the sick mosquitoes.. Just look at how fat those mosquitoes can get.. Oh man.. Well.. My friend got 27 stings.. Don't know by what.. Here are the options.. 1.Mosquitoes 2.Grasshoppers 3.Red ants 4.Cricket 5.Housefly 6.Moth 7.Mynah 8.Beetle 9.Unknown species 10.He poke himself

10 fantastic options to choose from.. Well .. Poor him.. For me , i woke up in the middle of the night feeling freaking cold without sleeping bag.. Dug up some clothings and wore them =D First day was tiring , but it was alright.. Pretty boring doing cheers for the next 3 hours..

Then the second day was much better , we moved our tents to the front instead of the end where thick bushes start appearing.. So we slept , used ponchos to cover up the gigantic hole due to the spoilt cover , by the way , we were sleeping in tents..

Today is my birthday =D I want to thank God for making this all happen.. You know right , during the camp , I asked God to train and strengthen me during this period of time. I asked Him to give me strength and courage to do things.. I'm thankful that God has never once left me and was with me all the time.. Hallelujah.

Off to do homework.. Internet connection pretty suckish , can't play game..

2009-01-15T16:01:00.002+08:00

It's been such a long long time since my last post haha.. Haven't really been experiencing much to share about , well , all i can say is that , God has been really really good to me ..

Well , school started and i got posted to the class i wanted to be in.. It's fun , i've heard complains from 3/8 , 3/9 .. How i really want to thank God for posting me to such a class where i believe God wants me to bloom and strive in. Anyway , one day , i saw a book on my brother's table, Prayer Evangelism by Ed Silvoso , i read a few pages on it and something just sparked me. I then talked to Jonathan about Christian books , asking if he had any and i asked if he could lend me some if he did.. By God's grace , God heard my pleas and blessed me =D 2 days later after service , Swee Xiang passed me a book , Jesus , Author & Finisher. It's such a powerful and motivational book , i just can't wait to read what's left for me!

These few days , i don't really have the time to read the book due to competitions and CCAs.. In my heart , i believe that God is training my endurance for greater things that have yet to come. I believe that God has prepared a path for me which won't be easy , but it's rewarding. No rewarding thing is easy. Neither is rewarding thing easy. Therefore , to be rewarded greatly, we have to accomplish something that not any ordinary person can do. Therefore , i know i must train myself hard to shine for the glory of God.

I think i'd better go back to start on my homework or else there's no point just thinking ahead when you aren't doing anything about your present , just letting it die like that.. If you let your present die , you'll seldom have a future. To all readers , God bless you =D

2008-12-29T21:24:00.003+08:00

If you're not in the mood to read my feelings , feel free to leave. This post isn't about to share my great and wonderful day. How i really wished everyday was great and wonderful , rather than shit and downright crappy.

Why is the world filled with liars? Pathological liars.. Why are there people who are sadistic? People who spoil your day and rejoice about it. Why are there immoral people in the world? Have they not accepted Christ? Shouldn't they really spare a thought for others before saying anything? Words can help , words can harm. Why are words so terrible? Why can't i meet people who say positive things rather than negative words? Why do these people really exist.. Why are they there just to spoil your day? One word from them spoil your day. How bad would it be if they said a sentence? Don't they even feel remorseful about what they did? Don't they have a heart at least to care? They act like they are your friends , but they make use of that to shame you. What's so great about being above others? So arrogant. So proud. In the end , they are just useless people who aren't capable of serving God especially with such a shit attitude. We are taught to be humble, but some people just aren't taught that. They are born with such arrogance. Why do spoilers exists. Bad befalls on the Good 7 times. Champions are not people who are above. Champions are people who have fallen , but rose again because of perserverance. So what if you have risen? If you have such arrogance and selfishness , you will fall in the end. All successful people have failed and rose. People who fail , are only because of their lousy attitude and because they don't have the desire to rise again. These are the people who never win. To win the race , you have to perservere at all cost. Let there not be people who lie , let there not be people who despise , let there not be people who are sadistic , let there be men of God who are willing to serve. Why do men regret their actions only after they have done it? Satan shames people by making them regret their actions. Why do people want to be the target of Satan? The devil illuminates you then shames you. Why do so many people act like nothing has happened even though they have insulted you and spoilt your day? How come they just feel that it's normal. Why do they act like they forgot everything. Not even a sorry. Don' they ever think before doing anything? Why do people not think before taking action on anything? Do they think it's funny to despise people? Yes , for a short period , but no , after consideration. So why not we think further rather than just for that moment of pleasure? A lifetime of regret because of a moment of pleasure. Why do people look at the present? Why do people not look at the future. Why look back at the past? Why not the future. Why not the future but now , but the past...

This post is mainly to vent my frustration because of this terrible day that really spoilt my mood. Some people just don't know where they stand and cross the line.

2008-12-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 9 and got myself prepared and ready as i set off to City Hall.. Ah well , it was fun? I walk walk walk trying to find where Raffles Hotel is.. Ask like 2 or 3 times then manage to find the place.. Then from outside look small hor.. Go in is like... WTF SO BIG.. I walk around inside for like 10minutes trying to find this unit number.. Find the lift already so difficult... Stairs cannot talk , lift cannot talk.. Funny right.. Then saw Zandra and we walk walk trying to find the place.

In the end found an escalator T.T Walk so much then find one dumbdumb escalator.. Took it to second floor and continued to get lost. Then ask for directions , the cleaner don't even know the unit number existed. Nevermind. So we walk walk walk then this very helpful lady went to ask the Supervisor. So he check the board and i found the place =.= Then i point and say there. Then thanked him and went.. Pressed the doorbell but nothing happened.. So spent about 5 minutes waiting outside. Then this guy came , his name is WeiMing. I think should be this spelling. Then we chat chat then Jill Lowe came in at 11+ then we had a chat .. Kind of uneasy because i keep trying to keep eye contact with her. I feel awkward doing that because i'm not used to holding eye contacts.. I had to look away at times.. I don't know why but i just keep smiling lol.. Then i think i keep smile , Jill Lowe also started smiling haha.. Then chat chat chat.. Take photo and stuff.. After it was over , i went off with WeiMing and walk walk walk.. Don't even know going where.. Then just walk.. Walk to the City Hall MRT come out there.. I don't know what's it called.. Raffles Concierge or something? Not really sure.. Tall building anyway.. Then went to food court eat.. Had a good chat and we parted ways at the MRT because he living in Chua Chu Kang.. So yea..

Then i went home and slack once again.. I watch TV until sleep lol.. Did a little Science homework today =) At least i've started doing! =P Thus , i shall end this post by thanking God for bringing yet another friendship into my life. I thank God for making all these so succesful and last but not least , looked out for me. Amen. God bless you readers!

2008-11-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

Wow.. Today was.. interesting i must say.. I went rollerblading with Roy at East Coast.. We took a train to Eunos and we went to the busstop. When we were approaching the bus stop , this girl she was vomiting some pink substance.. Oh that was real sick.. It's like.. gooey pink substance.. Don't know she take drugs or pregnant or drunk.. Ah well.. Then she talked on the phone with someone .. She sounded so depressed.. But she didn't care who was around her.. She just spoke loudly and was like.. "waaAAhhhHH~" like whining like that.. I feel bad for her though.. She vomit from the chair until she sit on the floor.

Then our bus came and we just ignored her.. We reached East Coast and well , it looked like it was going to rain.. Then the sun came out and i was like.. "Oh thank God" then the clouds came.. Then the sun came back haha... Ah well.. Then practices my stunts , broke my old record of 10 spins to 12 spins. Cool right =P Norvan ... Beat that haha.. Oh ya.. When i did once , my specs flew out =.= Darn it flew like 2 metres away..

Then our friend Rafi came.. It was great fun haha.. Met some new kids , played around and yeah.. Then me and Roy went home at 7..

It's going to be good now.. This is what happened.. We waited at the bus stop and the bus came . Then we take to Tanah Merah and we alighted and took another bus and sat at the back.. This is what happened.. This boy and girl making out at the back wtf =.= Public affection.. Can't they do it somewhere else? Kiss for like 5 minutes , then hug hug then talk talk then back to kiss kiss and hug hug and talk talk lol..

Anyway , i'm pretty much drained out right now.. I'd better get some rest.. Thank God for not raining today =)

2008-11-24T13:36:00.003+08:00

Hello~ Wow i'm back from my SPIRITUAL EXCERCISE! Oh wow was that tiring yet energizing! There were times when i was really discouraged from going because of fatigued. But the road is long, the valley is deep and the ocean is wide in front of me. But God~ Saved the day~ Jesus, you're the way.. The truth the light the hope for all man kind~ yeah yeah yeah yeah~ Lol... I type type type then suddenly reminded me of the song =P

Oh wow.. Back to Asia Conference. The first day was great! Although we didn't really get a good seat , but at least we're in Hall 8 where the event was going on. It was great fun and the messages were really powerful and the preachers really drives the message across us. I especially like Benny Hinn's session where so many people are healed by the power and grace of God.. The deaf can hear , the lame can walk , the pain can dissapear , the tumour can die .. It was phenomenal.. The guy with 2 hearing aid took them out and he could hear like a normal person! The wheelchair bound can stand up and walk and run and jump! Oh wow.. The crutches thrown away , and the person can walk! The person with the Multiple-Scleirosis , having back injuries can BEND and touch the floor better than i can!!!

It was so touching.. I felt so happy for those who are healed. I thought to myself.. "I want to be healed" .. But i actually have no idea where should i be healed LOL! People who are healed are really in need of healing and they receive heal.. It was such a great session..

Seeing how long the sessions are in a day , it can be rather discouraging at times when you wake up early and sleep late like at 12am for me and waking up around 7 just to get there to meet with my cell group.. It gets really tiring for me at times because i'm used to sleeping 10-11 hours.. But i did my best and i'm proud to say , "I've made it to the 5 days of Asia Conference!"

I've been really blessed by the testimonies and how people have been saved through the grace of God.. The judgement of God is NOT to DESTROY us.. It is to REDEEM and PURIFY ... To me , i believe that.. God never created things that is against Him.. It's the people who create things that are not meant to be against Him , against Him. Therefore , the is no reason why God wants to destroy things that are against Him.. We have to SAVE the LOST.. Culture can cause us to lose our way.. The way is always there , just that they are so blinded by their culture.. Look up , and you'll see the stairs to heaven..

The rise of the New Jerusalem is not something you can see like.. "WOAH A CITY FROM HEAVEN IS DESCENDING ONTO EARTH!!" It's something that each and everyone of us HAVE in US.. It's like it's broken into pieces , in everyone of us. When we stand together in the glory of God , the pieces will form together and build us the New Jerusalem.. That is what i think it is though..

"When we lend to the poor , we lend to the Lord" .. It's nice to know that I've helped the poor and i've transformed their lifes.. "Your Father in heaven will see it and reward you in heaven" . "Jesus became poor , so we may be rich" .. I think it's such a beautiful verse.. If Jesus became poor for me so that i can become rich , i don't mind helping the poor so that they may be rich and help other poor. If we can re-distribute the wealth of Asia , There will be NO poor people.. We help one another , we charge each other land cheaply , we don't cheat them of their money, wow.. That'll be so amazing..

Personally , i think that.. I'm so blessed that i live in Singapore.. Some provinces of China are so poor that i can't imagine how life is like there.. 4 childrens share on one small bed.. The size of the bed is like a Prince Size bed.. Can you imagine.. 4... We singaporeans are already complaining that Prince Size is already so small and want Queen or King size.. We don't really see what we are blessed with.. That's really sad.. I want to thank God for giving me so many things and blessed me with money and good health and so many that i cannot possibly finish for God gives exceedingly abundantly... He's a God of More Than Enough.. He gives so much that our storehouses cannot store all of them that we should give it to the poorer.. Some people are just too selfish.. All they think of is themselves and this is what they do.. Although their storehouse is full , they just keep squeezing their wealth into this tiny storehouse and one day , this storehouse will explode ... So what if you are rich when you don't help the poor? [Please do not sponge on me =.=]

It's a blessing to GIVE than to RECEIVE .. When you GIVE , you show love , you show care , you show compassion which is what many of the people in the world need! When you receive , you can't really share love , can't really share care , can't really show compassion.. However, if you are touched when you RECEIVE , i'm sure you'll be moved to GIVE so that the next generation of people can UNDERSTAND how it feels to RECEIVE and start to GIVE.. This just goes on and on and on.. When this happens, how many people in this world will be saved? So many that the amount is astronomical..

Therefore , i end this post by saying.. "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." - Romans 6:23

Please come back again =)

2008-11-20T19:11:00.003+08:00

New Song!!

Heaven
- City Harvest Church(verse 1) The fields are white
Under an open sky
I see creation's longing
Through Your eyes
You gave us life Carrying Your glorious light
We bring the harvest in
Now is the time
(pre chorus)
Thousands and thousands have come
Tell of the wonders You've done (chorus)
Heaven is singing tonight
Can you hear that heaven is singing tonight
City gates be open wide
Our King of kings has come inside
Heaven is singing tonight
(verse 2)
The streets are bright With every soul ignite
The darkness fading with The love of Christ
You paid the price
Jesus, my sacrifice
We place our all
Under the cross of Christ
(bridge)
Glory to our King Strength and majesty
The one who was and is to come

Praise the Lord.. It's my 90th post and it's the second day of Asia Conference. The first day was great.. Fun , exciting and joyous. We made friends with 12 foreign delegates who were from Malaysia , from CHCKL . They were friendly and i really liked them. We had our first session at 8.30pm i think? It ended at 10.40 and i reached home at 11.30 and slept at 12.

This morning , i couldn't wake up! Alarm rang but my eyes couldn't open. I was so tired! It was 8am when my alarm rang. I then continued sleeping all the way to 11 and finally woke up and went to church. I missed Phil Pringle's session and missed the beginning parts of Ulf's session. But it was really good. I'm greatly inspired by these pastors who preach such great messages.. I strive to become one of them =) So we had lunch which was really chaotic , everyone trying to reserve seats and taking food.. I missed out on the fish =.= Looked good but.. nevermind. So i had a serving and felt it wasn't enough. When i wanted to get my second serving , NO MORE FOOD.. Nevermind , then we went for the elective workshops .. missed the first session and i was getting really sick and tired of walking from hall 10 to hall 1 and from hall 1 to hall 10. I think we did that 3 times.. I started feeling lethargic and when we finally got to Hall 10 for Pastor Tan's workshop on Building A Healthy Self-Image , i almost dozed off. I slept 11h and that wasn't enough... I just reached home , and decided to blog about it. Feeling really tired..

I want to go for Saturday's Benny Hinn's session! I got tuition from 4-6!!!! RAWR.. Anyway , I believe that God has a plan for me. This lady i knew yesterday told me something really inspiring.

"If you do your best , God will do the rest"

It's such a great message.. I mean , how many people would actually tell you such things when you first meet them. She's from CHCKL and it was my pleasure meeting her. Her laughter sounded like one of my aunt but this is when i started thinking.. Could this be a sign from God that my aunt is in some sort of trouble and needs councilling? I pray that Heaven would lay a plan for me and make things possible. For what is impossible to men , it is not impossible to God. God is a God of Miracles. Nothing is impossible to Him. However, i still pray that nothing happens to my aunt =) It could be just a coincidence. Hallelujah.

I shall end my post here. I hope that you enjoyed reading.

God Bless You.

2008-11-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

It's been a long while since i last posted! Throughout this time , God has been good to me. He has provided me with so much and laid visions and dreams on me. At least i know i have a loving spiritual father up there looking out for me!

So.. I kind of regretted going to the chalet.. No food , no drinks , got hamster shit and pee on my hand , got kicked in the face resulting in broken spectacles.. Ah well.. I believe God has been looking out for me anyway =) This was what happened. I reached the chalet and i got in and rest then went arcade with CK and Roy and Wei Jie.. Then went back chalet. I played with the hamster and it peed on me so i went to the toilet to wash my hands. Then i suddenly lost my mind or something. I had no idea why i would want to wedgie LX. Then i ran out and got back in. He did a kidney punch on me and my instant reaction was to kick him back. Then shit happened.. He somehow managed to kick my face resulting in my spectacle screw breaking. Tried to find it but to no avail. Then took photo and CK kindly offered me a ride home =)

Ah well.. Shit happens sometimes.. It's God's will =)

Before the chalet, I was in a softball match! Against Maristella. Oh they were good , so were we =) I played 3rd base and it was great fun! All the fake throws and dive and stuff =) All so fun.. Then when we reach the last inning , coach asked me to play catcher =( I asked if i could play Pitcher but he didn't agree. Ah well.. Anyway , i did well for catching =)

Then yesterday , i went for my zone meeting , Parents Appreciation Night. So i went there , pretty lost and stuff.. Not knowing what i should be doing haha.. So we had a rehearsal. Went pretty well.. Then i gave my testimony on stage! Woooo it was cool =P I stepped up on stage and all went queit.. I felt a sense of security and did not feel scared. I know that the Holy Spirit , my friend , is beside me =) I felt so bless and i hope that my testimony did touch some parents and members of church! Then I had a chat with Eric and yeah.. That was great. I never thought i would speak to him 1 to 1 before =)

Then when going back , i went with Zong Xing and we got to the bus stop . There i met this guy.. So we chat and chat and came into the topic of computer games and stuff and it got to Cabal , coincidentally was the game i'm playing. Then he told me that he was Lem0n , a pretty well-known guy which i've heard before ! We were going the same way so we took the same bus and spoke and spoke haha. The odds are like 1/4m + people and he was actually from our zone! I feel so happy that God had brought him into my life and made my bus trip home less boring =) I got home at 12am and slept at 1 cause i was drying my hair haha.

Then today i went to tuition and on the trip there , i prayed that today's work wouldn't be so tough like last week's indices. Luckily today's topic was Standard Form and i've come across this topic before =) So thank God for that , Hallelujah.

The results of the class i'm going to is coming out! I pray that i get posted to 3/7 =) Oh God has been so good to me. He let me get a chance to speak on stage, bless me with friends , wealth and health. Oh i serve such a great God.

For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son , that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

--John 3:16

2008-10-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

Well examinations have been tough and rough. And i'm proud to say that i have got through it by faith for "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" . Prayer! Prayer is powerful people.. Nothing could have been possible without the power of Christ! I scored a total of 650/1000 which is a rather nice number ! 65% =) B3 weehee~ I could see a drastic improvement in me and am rather satisfied by my results.. But on the other hand , my mom just complains that i haven't done enough.. I mean.. couldn't she give a word of encouragement or something.. Haix..

Ah well.. I scored mainly B3s and with C5 in English , 58 and 60 for Chinese! Wooohoo!!

Kind of shit though.. My Science , i did a stupid thing and costed me 3 marks.. I wrote my damn answers on the question paper , thinking that there was were i was supposed to do it! All my answers were correct =.=.. 74... I JUST NEED THOSE 3 MARKS FOR A1!!!! Backside..

Ahh well , it's God's will.. He has His plans for me =) I know it.. EDGE meeting tomorrow =P Can't wait~ I shall end my post with a song =)

2008-09-27T20:49:00.003+08:00

In this post , I want to really thank God for all his miracles and showing me that He has a plan for me.. Basically , this was what happened.. Yesterday , me and Brian met up at Whitesands and went to City Harvest Church building in Jurong West which was pretty grand. I liked that waterfall they put there..

First , we went into the church building and took a lift down all the way to Basement 4. We were late! Argh .. but nevermind. We got in a sang some praise and worship song and everything i listen to this song , i could feel God's presence. It was great. It was a night for youth. EDGE. It was great! We jumped around , we stood there at the presence of God . We were priviledged to catch BY2 's performance and they were great. Of course , our BY3 weren't as good , but i believe it has a future =P

After service , we took the stairs UP 4 floors.. 8 fleets of stairs. Phew that was rather tiring.. Then we celebrated XinYan's birthday! It was much fun.. Then this was when God's plan for me becomes tangible proof. We then proceeded to the fourth floor by the lift and we sat down at Jill Lowe's place i think? There was a sushi bar! Wow.. Yea.. The place was great.. There were great pictures there. I was amazed at the beauty of the nature taken by the photographer.

So i just stood with my bunch of friends and i could caught a glimpse of Jill Lowe's face and immediately recognized it as XinYing's face! It was so alike that i couldn't believe it.. So yea.. Then she walked around looking for people with the face she wants and stuff like that.. Doing that , she looked lost.. But it was great.. So i just stood there =) Then she came over to me and i smiled at her and she smiled back and asked if i could remove my spectacles , and so i did. Then she looked for a second and told her secretary "Boy Next Door" . Then her secretary proceeded to taking down my name and handphone number. After that , i realised that only 7 people were selected to join. 3 of 7 of them were from my cell group! So she started explaining what she was going to do.

She was going to write a book on Imaging and explained about her theory. A person with what type of look , what type of skin colour should where what colour shirt and can meet what type of person with the looks. So i was rather interested in this because it was my first time being so priviledged to become famous in a book! I remained eye contact with her throughout and she kept eye contact with me like 70% of the time when she was talking to everyone of us. It was rather awkward , but i could really feel the connection.

She even praised me of my jacket and told me that i should wear white because i was the type of boy who should wear white. And i was wearing my jacket! She said to me that during the photo taking , i should try to bring a brown or gold shirt and i'm probably going to bring my jacket + my converse T-shirt which is mainly white + gold designs. I'll see how it goes. The photo taking will probably be on a Friday which means i have to be absent from CCA.

After that , we were dismissed and i went back slacking around with my friends. Then we went to a nearby coffee shop and had our dinner there. I ate chicken cullet rice with Brian and we saw what seemed like the most disgusting thing ever and we even made a song for that scene =.= Anyway , what happened was that the person in front of us ordered chicken wings.. Then , the woman who was cooking it , accidentally dropped it on some water which obviously contaminated the chicken! Guess what she did.. JUST FRY IT! The person in front of us didn't seem to care o.O Anyway , i gave up eating the rice because the rice was ... just wierd..

Anyway , after that , me , brian and alex took a taxi home , Swee Xiang sponsering $16. The estimated cost of $22 and it turned out $25. Then we paid for the ride and we split roads with brian at the MRT . Walked home with Alex and he walked me home after i persuaded him that walking from my block was always the faster way =P

Then i was so excited that i couldn't really catch much of sleep .. Not sure is it because i'm going to become a model or i just didn't sleep well.. My eyes sure felt sore in the morning. But now i'm alright =) Praise the Lord.

To sum everything up , i really want to thank God for everything that he has done for me and he has been great all these times. He never once failed me and always gives more than i ask for. I think a great example was that i was praying to do well for my EOY and A Shot To Fame and now , God gives me the opportunity to become famous ! Hallelujah. To end this post , i want to thank God once again for the things that he had provided me that i could probably not have it. Praise the Lord.

Amazing Grace ( My Chains Are Gone )

2008-09-24T18:28:00.008+08:00

Luke 24:36-43 "While they were still talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, 'Peace be with you.' They were startled and frightened, thinking they saw a ghost. He said to them, 'Why are you troubled, and why do doubts rise in your minds? Look at my hands and my feet. It is I myself! Touch me and see; a ghost does not have flesh and bones, as you see I have.' When he had said this, he showed them his hands and feet. And while they still did not believe it because of joy and amazement, he asked them, 'Do you have anything here to eat?' They gave him a piece of broiled fish, and he took it and ate it in their presence."

The presence of God is very tangible. God is always with you. He is like the air. Although you don't see air , it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. The same thing for God. He is with you at all times , even if you aren't a believer. He is knocking the door of your heart , waiting patiently for you to let him enter. He is only good , never bad. Open your heart for once and believe in him. Through Him , He gives your the power to do things.

John 20:27-29 "Then he said to Thomas, 'Put your finger here and see my hands. Put your hand into the wound in my side. Don't be faithless any longer. Believe!' 'My Lord and my God!' Thomas exclaimed. Then Jesus told him, 'You believe because you have seen me. Blessed are those who haven't seen me and believe anyway.'"

Have faith in God , He is the one who can ressurect you from the dead and give you the power to do things. He is the one who can heal us. He is there by us at all times. He only asks of you simple things which he has given to you.

John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made."

John 3:36 "Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life, but whoever rejects the Son will not see life, for God's wrath remains on him."

God may be merciful , but he is not to those who don't believe in him and rejects Him. He is a forgiving God , forgiving everything you do if you repent , He will show His wrath and show no mercy to those who oppose him.

So make your decision to live for eternity or experience eternal death in the lake of fire. God is always right and he has no benefits lying to you. A simple act of believing and giving to God , is sufficient.

So start opening your hearts, and invite Him by believing and putting your trust in Him by saying a simple prayer.

Dear Heavenly Father to you I pray,

thank you for your love today.

You are the God of power and might,all things happen in your sight.

You are my Maker and my King,I love you more than anything.

Of all my sins forgive me please,as I forgive my enemies.

Help me love everyone I know,with the same love that you show.

May your Spirit my heart fill,help me know and do your will.

Thank you that Jesus died for me,to give me life and make me free.

Be with those that suffer grief,use me to bring joy and relief.

Sustain all those that work for you,bless my family and friends too.

Give me all the things I need,keep me free from hate and greed.

May your kingdom of truth and grace,this bad world soon replace.

May your will on earth be done,Your plan for all is a perfect one.

I give myself to you to keep,bless my work, play and sleep.

For everything thanks again,

In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

2008-09-23T16:13:00.003+08:00

He died for our sins. He loved us so much. We should put our trust in Him and believe in Him in whatever we do.

Hey guys , I'm back for a little while.. I've just made the decision of my life like.. 15 minutes ago.. I decided to join A Shot To Fame! I've decided to go by faith and I believe that God will guide and help me to pass it well =) God is good. The provider of all , the lover of people. Well anyway , i'll be doing a solo singing category.

I chose to join this competition mainly due to see where i stand in terms of singing and to thoroughly overcome my fear of singing on stage although i've not tried it yet.. I believe God is by me at all times and He will comfort me , allowing me to do well.

However, right now , the problems i face in this songs are only a certain parts which my 'ying' cannot go high enough.. Maybe i'll just sing one or 2 keys lower.. But overall , it's okay =)

I went in by faith i pray that i will come out with good results!

2008-09-22T19:23:00.011+08:00

"You of little faith , why did you doubt?"

Psalm 32:8-10

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you and watch over you."
Do not be like the horse or the mule, which have no understanding but must be controlled by bit and bridle or they will not come to you.
Many are the woes of the wicked, but the LORD's unfailing love surrounds the man who trusts in him."

Romans 12:1-2
"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God - this is your spiritual act of worship. Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his good, pleasing and perfect will."

The Lord , your God is with you at all times. He will lead and guide you and is always with you. He shows unfailing love and has given his ultimate sacrifice for us , his only Son. So why not we show how much we love him just by a simple act. Believing in Him and praying.

Your Kingdom come. Your will be done. Not my will but yours be done.

God has his plans for us and if we do consistent praying , I believe and trust that He will be faithful to me and lead me out of temptation and guide me like how a father teaches his son.

Proverbs 3:5-12
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.
7 Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the Lord and depart from evil.
8 It will be health to your flesh, And strength to your bones.
9 Honor the Lord with your possessions, And with the firstfruits of all your increase;
10 So your barns will be filled with plenty, And your vats will overflow with new wine.
11 My son, do not despise the chastening of the Lord, Nor detest His correction;
12 For whom the Lord loves He corrects, Just as a father the son in whom he delights.
13 Happy is the man who finds wisdom, And the man who gains understanding

2008-09-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

The Lord is my Shepherd and my Provider.

Through Him , I can do all things new.
Praise the Lord , Jehovah Jireh

Depths of Your Love - The Alternative

Before the earth,
before all days You knew me.
Formed in Your image,
Made in Your likeness You love me,

The light of Your word,
The truth of Your promise guides me,
The power of Your mercy,
The love of Your grace deep inside, of me,
It's the depths of Your love,
Moving in the depths of me.

Chorus
I believe, In the power of Your name,
I believe, In the promise of faith,
I believe, In the love of a God,
Jesus my Saviour, I believe, I believe.

Speak to this mountain,
To move into the ocean,
Your authority given to me,
No matter what happens,
Here I am standing,
On the hope of Your word,
Promised to me.

2008-09-06T14:41:00.009+08:00

Heyo.. I'm back for a little while.. Went fishing with Brian and Alex yesterday after cell group all the way till 2 am.. We went fishing at the fishing pond and was catching milk fish.. WITH GARDENIA BREAD?! LOL

Let's see.. Some dumb pictures..

Fancy eating at fish & co. ... I got you guys fish&co. in the BIN!

Now now.. What do you eat at fish & co.? Fish and CHIPS of course.. Check out the chip on the fish! I give you.. FISH AND CHIP!

Ahh well .. then i went home and slept and today.. WE FOUND ANTS IN OUR CUPBOARD WTF!

Sick isn't it.. There was like 100 over of them crawling around.. Gruesome.. I suspect there's the mega ant hive somewhere.. IN MY ROOM... SHIT... Ah well.. Damn ants.. I'll go buy a lizard and eat you all up =P

2008-09-05T16:47:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since i posted once again. Fooled around way too much and am starting to do my homework.

Here's a song to sooth your minds whilst doing your homeworks! Hope you like it!

2008-09-01T11:45:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile since i last posted.. Got back to primary school for fellowship =) It was much fun.. Met up with a couple of friends and ate there =P

My hair starting to get long.. Thinking to cut it soon..

http://www.killsometime.com/animations/animation.asp?ID=38

Dumbest video ever LOL

I'm doing homework bit by bit so i end up less homework =)

Tomorrow going sungei bulloh or however you spell it..

2008-08-27T22:22:00.002+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO... XINYING

Happy birthday to you~ At last 14 years old le =) Grow up le.. Wish you prettier and prettier each year. Oh ya.. When you receive the gift , just leave me a message. And there's an error in the card.. Sorry ar.. Is 12 am do one.. spent 1 hour doing it.. So i hope you forgive me.. I slept at 1 am.. and had to attend school at 6am.. I hope this proves my sincerity..

2008-08-25T17:52:00.001+08:00

This music just started rolling in my head.. So i thought I share it with you all..

2008-08-24T21:28:00.002+08:00

Today , went for Church.. It was great.. Reverend Alexender came and his speech was inspiring.. he motivated me.. Touched me.. Moved me.. After service , we went SUBWAY to eat.. It was great , my first time.. $8.30.. But it was great.. Went to watch Money No Enough 2.. Very good film , laughters and cries can be heard.. Got the [Not Just A Name] shirt. It was actually meant for Moms out there. We would cry out for our mom whenever we need something and this becomes so common that we forget what our mom really is.. They aren't robots.. Thus, the name.. Not just a name..

It was a great show.. Cherish what you have and don't wait until you lose it.. Jack Neo and the other actors came up on stage and gave a talk and some of them sang songs..

One of the song is a hokkien song , Jia Hou..

2008-08-23T23:35:00.003+08:00

I came across some dumb picture while i was doing my Home econ project on convenience food lol.. Thought it was funny =P

Poor chicken.. Lol...

2008-08-22T21:35:00.005+08:00

WARNING! VIEWER'S DISCREETION ADVISED!

It's been rather normal these few days except since yesterday.. When being a jackass , i had nothing better to do , i decided to put OXY10 [Pimple Cream] on my face , A RECIPE FOR DISASTER , 2 that affected was at the nose area , near the eyes.. Well , after putting it , i could feel it working.. It was good.. But then , i totally forgot all about it that i had put on cream on my face! I went to rub my eye and some of it got into my eyes! I could feel the moisture in my eyes drying up as if it was being sucked up by a blackhole and disintegrated!

I went to wash only my left eye because it hurt.. Forgetting all about my right.. Well.. This is when all the trouble started brewing.. I went to sleep as per normal with my eyes all red as though i just had a crying marathon or something.. It was beyond description..

So well , i went to sleep .. When i woke up , as i was about to wash up , i took a look in the mirror and got a shock! I was shock to see my eyes swollen like puffy pillows! It was.. HIDEOUS.. It was crap.. Totally crap.. So well , i didn't care so much about it and continued school.. I was a laughing stock in school .. Damn.. Lol.. But well , i'm fine with it =P I looked as though i am sleeping even though i wasn't! It took about.. 4 hours or so until my eye condition started to improve.. It got less puffy and by now , i'm back to normal , except that the redness in the eye hasn't completely heal and is expected to heal tomorrow if everything goes well..

For those who are interested in seeing how i looked like , please be warned..

Don't worry , it shocked me too... I warned you..

As you can see , it's more puffy on the right side of my eye [ left from your view ] because i washed the left [ your right] and not the other side.. Well.. This is what you get for being a dumbass , using pimple cream but forgetting all about it.. Although this happened , i can't deny that it isn't good.. It's good.. LOL

It's good to listen to beautiful pieces of music once in a while..

2008-08-19T20:40:00.003+08:00

God has been good to me.. He has blessed me to pitch better and better.. Halleluyah..

Today's rather good , just that my sole area giving me problems... Torn skin + Internal bleeding.. Darn..

Mrs Teo sure is daring.. Use school computer to download Pornography and put inside the SCHOOL laptop xD.. Got 1 file is Internet Pornography and she keep clicking the file beside! Don't know is she watch or someone go disturb her , go put one lol.. Then he bra strap drop =.= She didn't even realise o.O

Chinese test was okay.. Failed English.. Shit.. 10/25.. I kind of feel bad that i'm failing comprehension.. I mean.. It's the most important subject yet i can't do it.. I hope God blesses me with wisdom and intellect to do well for the next!

2008-08-17T20:08:00.002+08:00

Well , it's been a while since i last posted.. It's been fun these few days without posting.. I've been getting lazy! Well , I've now 'upgraded' myself by making me a more useful person.. I've stood up , and told teacher that i want to become a Pitcher!!

The first few days weren't that great until the 6th day of Pitching.. Started playing World Of Warcraft.. Learning to manage my time well also.. trying to clear all my homeworks ASAP so that i can have more rest =) Church was fun today.. Pastor C. Peter Wagner so look like Mr KFC!!! It was interesting..

Back to CCA...

Ever since I started pitching , i gradually start to lose my overhand throwing skills.. The speed drastically dropped , the accuracy too.. However , it's my ultimate goal to play every base.. This is my last.. My goal to become an all-rounder has just begun.. The first five days were okay.. Blisterings all appearing from thumb , to middle finger to the side of my leg near the toe..

Day 6 , we go a national pitcher who is a bronze medalist from SEA games.. Well , he's cool.. During training , I was on fire!! Woohoo![Halleluyah] 7 balls following the glove in a row.. My biceps started feeling a tearing sensation.. Probably because i stretched too much..

Doing weight lifting now to strengthen myself up now.. I'll try to post whenever i can alright guys ? So to the lucky viewers [pukes at myself] , you guys get to read my posts =P

2008-07-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

Haven't had any match recently , but going to have a match with Hwa Chong Institute on Monday which means that I have to take my common test earlier and i just finished Mathematics which seems to be giving me some problems lately , getting frustrated with all the work that i haven't done ... I don't know.. Am i changing for the better or worse?

And our school has the best highest score for Softball Nationals. No school scored 30 and above except us .. Hooray for us.. I'd better go on studying or else it's bad for me...

2008-07-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

Great news! Our softball team did our first win against Woodlands Ring Sec! Our best score so far... 32-0... XD That was so much fun! I scratched my knee when sliding though... But well , i contributed 2 homeruns and 3 runs home.. XD

Haven't really been updating often because of the lack of time... I hope you guys would understand.. My posts would be shorten drastically.. Just wanted to bring it up and hope that you people would continue to 'patronise' my blog ?

-aLoY!

2008-06-30T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hey people.. I'm back to post again.. I know i haven't been posting.. Rather busy lately.. Starting to go to church more and more often , CCA having competitions , rollerblading sessions..

Alright , let's just do a simple summary alright?

Church
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Sing more songs , make more friends , enjoy

Competition
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PRCS VS ACS = 0-19
PRCS VS OPSS = 4-10

Rollerblading
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Mastering one heel , making more friends

I'll just post once in a while because it's rather distracting with my graphic card fixed.

2008-06-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

People , people! I know that i haven't been updating.. But please don't rush me? Rather busy recently.. Let's see .. Saturday no com , Sunday get back com.. I went to church and then play lan until about 9pm then get 'grounded' .. Yeah.. that pretty much sucked.. Then come back home , bathe , and sleep.. Yeah.. So monday there was school.. Then when i get back home , brother was already occupying it and thus was not using yet again.. And well , it's tuesday today and had CCA once again .. Fun la.. Then yeah...

Pretty short post today because i didn't have the intention to post but just posting it for the sake of posting it just in case YOU readers don't come back..

2008-06-20T19:13:00.003+08:00

Lol crap man.. I woke up 6.30am today , excited , but however , things changed.. I reached school at 7.15 , wearing my full jersey , getting myself prepared for the game.. then i saw farhan and clavis .. I was thinking why they weren't wearing their uniforms and i totally forgot there was training today!

Then i got farhan and clavis to follow me home and i got myself changed at home then went back to school and attended cca.. Did some throwing and batting and blah..

Then went back home , thinking that the computer guy would come and fix the computer graphic card , ended up seeing his namecard at the door.. Then my brother was at home and he didn't hear him knock / press the doorbell.. I was wth man.. Crap it..

Then i took a nap , slept about 3 hours or so on the sofa as i was watching television , then woke up and my mom called , she bought mcdonalds home and yeah.. i ate 2 burgers , 1 fries and 1 medium coke =)

Wah left abit homework only and the english form question is damn super duper hard can?=.=

Then yeah... XinYing , why you never online often le...

2008-06-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

Lol.. Today woke up at 7 am and wasn't late for cca =) Then after CCA went to whitesands to meet XinYing... Was suppose to study together in the end never =.= her house cannot go , my house cannot go so in the end never do anything.. lol.. passed her one of my books then she go shirley house pang seh me =*( Then i stay in Whitesands waiting for her call / sms in the end none of that happened T.T Then i do my homework in the library , read book until almost sleep.. Bloody shit.. I close my eyes like 5 minutes then at the brink of fairyland.. Then i pushed myself to wake up.. Know how to wake up ? Go to the arcade next door lol.. Wah that helped.. A little bit =.= But well , it did help la.. Everytime i read i will sleep one sia wtf..

Then i went home le.. So bored can? =( Don't feel like posting =( Kenna pangseh no mood lol..

2008-06-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was... okay okay? Went to whitesands to do literature project file .. Wei Jie never come because his mother bithday.. Then do finish already i stayed in the Library and continued lazing around in there.. I went around , found this really interesting book.. The Art Of Forgiveness.. It's a really good book..I spent about 2 hours reading it and still at page i think 50? It thought me very important stuffs.. Going to find that book to read again once i have the chance to do so... Then i keep thought i saw my brother.. It's like 2 SAME person.. Well my brother was indeed there.. But he was only there for like 15 minutes? But the other him was there for HOURS! Then i went to the foodcourt to eat then came back up to continue reading..

Then i wanted to go to him and say hi then ask him if he eaten already or not.. Then as i walked closer , his face started changing! He looked just like my brother from afar! Same size , same hairstyle , almost similar spects.. Then i walk until damn close liao then i look at him , he look back at me.. Damn awkward sia! Then i faster turn and walk away =.=

Then as i was going , i so wanted to buy the cookies and cream ice cream drink or something .. Costed $5.. Then i was like.. "OMG i want it so bad!" The other side of me told me.. "Don't la.. It's damn expensive.." Then in the end , i gave up and wanted to order already! Got this guy in front of me.. Then i keep looking at the price and the drink.. Then i was like.. OMG I WANT IT!!! Then i pushed myself.. I told myself.. NO! Then i walked away! I can't believe it! lol.. Then i went down to the first floor and was about to go home when i saw some popular bookshop sale .. 80% off.. Books at $3.. Those books easily worth around $20+.. Only at $3.. I had spare cash so well , i told myself.. Why not spend my money wisely.. In the end , bought 3 books..2 on love stories and one on mystery.. The 3 books titles are..Theft by Peter Carey , Out of the Silence by Wendy James , Gentlemen & Players by Joanne Harris.. Currently reading Theft by Peter Carey.. I very good book i must say.. Well , they do use words like.. "fuck" "shit" ... So yeah.. But it's pretty interesting i must say..

Then i went back home and bathed then chat on the phone with xinying and her laopa until 1am.. And CCA started at 8.00 this morning and i thought was 8.30.. Dang it! Then do some suicide drills or something .. It was GAY! =.= Run run run... Can die one lor.. The hot sun mercilessly shining at maximum .. Then went back home , took a shower and shortly after , went to do lit project again , this time with Wei Jie.. Today laugh a lot la.. But Cally and Jia Ning they all is wtf man =.= Can interogate us [me and Wei Jie] , we [Me and Wei Jie] cannot interogate her.. Retarded shit.. Not going tomorrow because it's high time i started doing my homework.. Going to do studying with XinYing tomorrow.. =) At last! Can do homework le! Then the stupid lit project ended at 6pm? Then went back home.. Today i did some work =) Read the articles on English and completed my Science section B.. So .. Yeah ..

I think i'd better go to sleep right about now or else i'll feel lethargic in the morning and my throwing skill would suck.. Chow~

2008-06-16T10:28:00.002+08:00

I went to church yesterday and it was a blast! Woke up 8.30 like that then meet Brian at WhiteSands MRT , Took train to Tanah Merah then transfer over to the other train and went to Expo.. Then we walk all the way from Hall 6 to Hall 1 and it took like... 10000 hours lol... Okay.. I was just kidding.. Anyway , when we arrived Hall 1 , we met up with Mark who was waiting for us at the entrance.. Then we went in .. WOOO like what sia! Like got concert like that lor! Then we sang songs.. Clap clap.. Jump jump.. Then we watched some skit which was pretty funny la XD

Then Pastor Kong ask us to close our eyes listen to him then he say i forget what.. Sin or something.. Then he suddenly ask everyone to raise their hands.. Then i just raise lor.. Skarly i raise right.. NOBODY ELSE RAISE WTF! Then i go in front with Swee Xiang.. Afterthat entitled to eat some pastries.. Met some new friends.. I know for sure one of them is Bernice. Should be this spelling.. Wah her smile is damn power.. lol.. Smile dao cannot see eyes de.. That time i went for the bbq then she say that XD " You cannot win me one XD " Aiya.. It was damn fun la.. Then we went to WhiteSands and ate KFC there.. Then Mark came up with some damn funny jokes man XD

The first one was.. "Got this professor , PSLE get straight As University get all the degree and stuff.. Very smart one.. Then got this Boy , now taking PSLE.. Then the University guy very proud.. He say if the boy cannot answer his question , the boy must give him $5 . Then he say if he cannot answer the boy's question , he will give the boy $50.. So the professor ask the boy.. What is the distance between the Earth and the Moon?" Then boy think think think.. Cannot think.. Then he gave up and gave the professor $5.. Very sad.. Then the boy turn to ask.. He ask the professor.. What goes up the moutain with 4 legs and comes down with 2 legs? Then professor think like siao, call all his friends all the damn good one.. All don't know the answer! Then the professor gave up and give the boy $50. Then the boy return $5 and say.. Actually , i also don't know the answer lol.. So , the boy earned $40 like that lei!"

Then got 1 more is.. " Got this aeroplane , got 1 American guy , 1 British guy and 1 Singaporean. So the American show off , take out one stack of notes , he say.. Back in America , we have a lot of this.. Then he threw it out of the aeroplane lei! Then the British guy he take out on pack of cigars , he say , Back in Britain , we have a lot of this. Then also throw down the window! Now is the Singaporean turn... Guess what he threw down? He threw down a banglah lol because you see banglahs everywhere nowadays in Singapore lol.. "Is damn stupid la.. Then we keep link that banglah around XD

After that , we went to the arcade to play games.. Played some shooting game then spammed cash .. Then played Time Crisis 2 with Mark.. Then played Daytona and Basketball that one.. Then Brian and Jonathan[Sebastian Brother] played the I forgot what of the Dead 3.. Then we split ways and walked away before meeting up again in the park.. Then mark never really play la.. Sad.. Then he see us do our stunts and so on , then he went back home.. After that right.. We saw a migrating chicken! Woo.. The butt the feather keep sticking up one.. After that , we went to the beach to see the sunset but couldn't really see any sun.. Damn.. So i went to the beach and started skipping stones.. Best so far yesterday was 7 or 8 times.. Then scream like siao lol.. That was super retarded.. A lot of sandflies sia.. Then i picked up this shell , the hermit crab started crawling on my hand.. Zzz .. Scare the shit out of me..

Then we went back home and the lights still haven't fixed.. Zzz.. Then i reached home at 9+ , took a bath and went to sleep shortly.. Oh ya.. XinYing , sorry i didn't reply to your sms yesterday when you were down =*( Don't be sad le..I'll do my best to be there when you need me in future okay?

2008-06-14T00:40:00.005+08:00

Friday the 13th. Hmmm...Said to be bad... Well , I guess it's just a myth that has been going on for several years now..

Today XinYing coming back to Singapore!! =)=) Woke up at 10.30 like that then on com play.. I should've done my homework.. Damn.. I'd better start doing them.. Then went to Brian house to play TrackMania lol.. Improved Kana Sai Racer 2 and worked on the Onion Racer lol... I came up with the names.. Wooo XD Then got Liang Xian waiting at MRT for 1.5h lol..Well , came up with some really insane excuses.. An was inspired by Onion Racer... Today was really oniony..

So i told him that there was a massive car accident and this lorry crashed into the car then a lot of ONION RINGS flew out of the car lol.. Then took MRT to SengKang then we were like laughing like crazy today lol.. All the funny stuffs..

When reach there le , took the shuttle bus and off we went to the camp at i don't know where.. Actually only wanted to go for the barbeque.. But Swee Xiang expert persuader.. Okay.. Back to the BBQ.. Ate 4 chicken , 2 good , 2 bad.. The good ones were good and the bad ones were cooked on the outside and RAW on the inside.. So yeah.. It was pretty shitty.. Then ate a plate of bee hoon.. Liang Xian and Brian went to rollerblade and skate.. Then i just play with Brian's skateboard.. Then after that went to see Talentine... Actually wanted to go home already but Swee Xiang was just too pro lol.. In the end stayed until like 10.30 when wanted to stay until 8 only lol.. The talantine was funny man lol... Then got the testimony then sang songs and then let God reach out to us.. Oh ya.. 2 people fainted o.O They say god touched them or something..

Then DreamFactory the people was there..fei chang SuperBand. They were in the church , same as Brian.. 4 out of 5 of the people come only.. The drummer , the singer , the guitarist and the keyboardist.. Very nice =) Then took photo with them but i don't know how to get it lol.. After that took the shuttle bus back to SengKang MRT then from there , me , liang xian and brian took a cab to WhiteSands.. Costed $16.. Then we wanted to go the Burger Kings to eat ONION RINGS but close already.. So we went to McDonalds and bought food then upgrade to ONION RINGS.. Then was damn dumb la lol.. I came up with all the stupid things and we like laughing none stop.. Then wanted to buy McFlurry the green tea one but not enough coins.. So i decided to get the normal McFlurry which costed $2 but i only had $1.95 in coins lol.. So asked if Brian has a 5 cents or not.. Then Liang Xian passed me one.. Then buy le then all the funny stuffs all continue to come out lol... Brian laugh until his tears come out lol..

Then Liang Xian left his handphone at the table.. I just had to teach him a lesson.. I kept it until we got out of Mcdonalds.. Then ask him lend me his handphone but he couldn't find it.. He was so damn frantic.. Then when he at the door already , i ask Brian to call him lol.. Then he came back then i returned his handphone.. Now i know how he lost his wallet already..

Then Brian went home by the bus and we went home through the park.. Then the house so queit ever since the arowana died because the filter no longer functioning.. So it's like so damn quiet and creepy lor.. Then my father was in the toilet lol.. At least i know i'm not alone.. Then bathed and come out and saw XinYing still online =) So yeah.. Now letting hair dry =)

Well , I learnt something from the Church event.. Happiness is an attitude and not a feeling..

What Aloysius Lee Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-06-12T13:33:00.002+08:00

Woo! Yesterday was whacked out man.. I woke up i think 8+? Wanted to go to Brian's house to play TrackMania but the clouds were dark , filled like 80% of the sky and then it rained for a while then at 11 , we met at WhiteSands and we took a bus to Brian's house.. Played TrackMania for awhile then played the map he made and improved it.. I gave the ideas and found cheats XD

Then.. We wanted to make a video on it.. While making it , Alex smsed Brian and at that very moment , the whole house tripped.. The fuse box was fine.. Lol... The main switch was on but nothing worked! So Brian called his officer then the officer ask him call his mother then the mother call the father lol.. Then the father call PUB i think? LOL.. Keep pushing to the higher rank.. Then we went outside the house to check then we saw that the switch was down.. So we pushed it up and Brian's father popped out of nowhere and appeared like instantly lol.. That's fast..

Then he went back to work.. Then we lost all the data on TrackMania.. Wasted.. Then we played Tensai Racer.. Play play play.. Play for over 20min + lol.. Then 3pm met up with Liang Xian at Whitesands .. Me and Brian skate and blade from his house to Whitesands.. Then took a train to bedok and went off to the skatepark.. Was okay.. Didn't dare to go down the vert ramp with the pole.. Wasn't meant for rollerblades! Stupid pole.. Then i slide down on my butt.. Then i just like skate up , then go back down backwards.. Then we went to try some volcano like thing.. Then just play around inside.. Then went to try another vert ramp that didn't have any poles.. Then i first few time play then nothing happen.. Until i acted smart and went down , then went up the steeper vert ramp that was curved.. Then i went down backwards and lost control.. Well.. Injured of course , my handphone the corner also chipped off.. DAMN! Oh ya.. Alex also came along before i got injured.. He didn't go down the vert ramp.. Zzz

Then we went to Cheers and got a Freezy.. They bought Strawberry Freezy and i bought Latte Freezy.. It stated that small was 1.40 and large was 1.60.. I bought a large latte and it fucking cost 2.60.. Damn scammers.. They never put price there somemore.. Assholes.. Then outside Cheers drink finish already i bought a Water Chestnut.. So sweet.. Zzz.. Then we from Bedok there skate to Tanah Merah .. Then Tanah Merah skate to Expo.. Expo there we bought drinks from 7-11.. Bought Coca Cola flavoured Slurpee.. Drink finish liao then we go to i don't know where.. Outside Burger King.. It was already 7+.. Then put down the cones and i started doing Crazy again lol.. The floor is damn smooth lor.. Very fun.. I played for like 1h+ doing Crazy like 70% of the time.. Took video lol.. But damn blurry.. Because is moving cam..

Then Liang Xian , Brian and Alex bought Burger King for their dinner , i don't know how it's possible to sustain them.. Then when i wanted to buy , they close already.. Wanted to go food court , they also close.. What the heck? Then from Expo there , we took a train to Tanah Merah and transferred train and took it to WhiteSands.. Liang Xian went back home , I got Brian and Alex to stay with me while we went to the foodcourt and i bought Japanese food then Alex bought Ice Kachang.. The Ice Kachang is flat one lol..On top got like 6 atachi.. Not sure how to spell.. Then i go ask how it taste then make the like very sticky , chewy expression lol.. Then Alex go eat then i say giant pi sai.. Then we laughing like mad there XD Then make until all the wierd wierd ideas lol... That was damn retarded.. XD

Then we went off.. Wore my blades and Alex and Brian followed me back home.. Then i not sure where they went.. Then when i got home , it was 10+ Then when i somehow was looking at my feet , the skin like so worn out.. It was damn disgusting.. I was so shocked! Then i just rub run all the skin come out..

I want to chiong my homework liao..

2008-06-10T20:15:00.005+08:00

Day 3 without XinYing.. Getting sadder and sadder by the days.. Come back soon..

Today was pretty cool la.. Woke up about 10am today and downloaded TrackMania.. Yesterday at 12+ tried to download by the speed was omfgwtfbbqzxc... 28 kb/s... HOLY SHIT?! lol.. Then this morning downloaded and it was going at about 200kb/s Download finish already then tried the game.. Quite fun.. Play play play.. JAM.. Okay.. That seriously sucks.. lol .. Then gave up and went on with life..

SMSed Liang Xian if he wanted to go rollerblading with me today or not.. Then he said he was tired.. So , i called Jonathan =) Then Jordan was locked out of his house because he never bring key.. Then i persuaded him to come to the park with me.. Then Jonathan was wondering what was taking me so long lol.. Then when reach there already i went to borrow some cones from the uncle to do slalom.. Then was honing my Crazy .. Trying to teach Jonathan some skills.. But failed lol..

Then Jonathan and Jordan went home , i decided to stay and train somemore.. Then a group of children came and started playing with the cones and knocked them all over without putting them back lol.. Then they go liao i go put back the cones then they came back in.. I was doing Crazy then they were like.. " Wah so pro.." XDXD Don't flatter me la lol..

Then after the childrens left , i overheard one cyclist shouting to his friend saying.. "I seeing people doing inline-skating" lol..And again , i was doing Crazy XD Then i tried to make it with all the effects in a fell a couple of times lol.. Then got 2 people , one guy one girl , skating inside the ring then the girl fell , then the guy fell... Then they rest at the pole seeing me do Crazy then when i fall the girl clap lol.. Then i also smile smile la haha..

Then about 7+ when all the crows going home liao , i decided to return the cones .. Then i realise that the uncle shop close liao.. So i kept the cones until next time when i meet him again , return him the cones.. Then i went home.. Walao eh.. How long does it take to fix lights of the same path? It's already been a week since that happened.. Or has it not.. Lol.. Who cares! The main point is , FIX THE BLOODY LIGHTS! It's darn scary can? The only light source is from Wild Wild Wet.. Go home at 8+ and you'll experience total darkness.. But if boy and girl walk together then very nice la.. Hold hands then walk together lol..

Got a picture of the park.. Oh ya.. This picture is only the entrance.. into the park.. The lights are out from the start all the way to the slope to area 2..

It's pretty dark.. I know.. And I've been talking so much about Crazy... Just exactly what is Crazy for those who don't know.. Well , I made a video!! Woohoo!! Finally using the functions of my handphone!! Lol... Okay.. That was retarded XD Anyway , here's a video i made =) With the help of VideoDJ..

Darn.. Why everytime i upload pictures or video all so dark one!!! If anyone knows how to fix it , please teach me.. Watch on my handphone , not so dark , not so lag.. lol.. LIKE JELLY MAN!! XD

2008-06-09T22:08:00.004+08:00

Day 2 without XinYing to talk with.. It's pretty quiet..

Wah.. Yesterday use com until 1am.. Watching all the slalom stunts until damn shiok.. Somemore went for rollerblading session.. Was suppose to feel tired but i wasn't.. Then woke up at 11am today.. Played com , then 12.30 bathe then go whitesands meet kar kheng , liang xian , shirley , roy and kiko.. Then take MRT go Vivo.. Go there watch KungFu Panda..

Oh ya.. Liang Xian pierced his ear lol... I see also scared.. Is like wtf.. Like stapler like that..

Then Sook Wai came along..Then reach vivo , went to golden village , bought the tickets.. Walk around then go watch.. I bought nachos =) I was attracted to the cheese!! Then Roy told me is not enough cheese one.. Then went into cinema then sat down.. I keep remember he tell me not enough.. I never take a lot per chip.. Then end up , when left like 3 chips or so , still got so much cheese... Then i took large servings of cheese lor.. It's shiok can.. No more chips le how? Use finger la! Then i eat finish the whole thing =) Nice lor.. Oh ya.. My large coke ... before the movie even start i drink finish liao lol..

After the movie we went to i don't know where.. I think the top of the building.. Got water there to play.. Then kar kheng and kiko go in play lor.. Play until 7+ then we decided to walk around before going home.. Went to Pet Safari go there see pets.. Saw dogs and hamsters.. The white colour dog is damn cute la.. Fat fat , fluffy fluffy.. Then took MRT back home..

The ride was quite long la.. About 30min - 1h? Not sure.. Then when reach whitesands , Kar kheng and Shirley took the bus home , Roy took his parents car , me , liang xian and kiko walk through the park.. Liang xian and kiko go central.. Then i part with them , go home..

Reach home le eat dinner.. Beef stew.. The beef stew was okay la.. But i no appetite.. Eat like half only then never eat liao.. Haix... Lost appetite le la.. Maybe because nowadays no people to talk to..

Message to Liang Xian..

Can don't hold hands with Sook Wai when i behind you both? You're making me jealous.. Zzz

Anyway , here's a song..

2008-06-08T21:03:00.004+08:00

Haix.. Day 1 without XinYing talking with... It's pretty quiet... =(( Come back soon.. Today went blading with LiangXian.. Met up with Norvan.. Then blade blade blade.. My leg pain because the plastic is so damn hard? Then take out then in the end do almost half the day then got used to it..

Then when Norvan go le.. We borrowed cones from uncle.. I mastered Crazy , getting smoother and smoother.. Should have gotten Liang Xian to take video.. Haix.. But it was cool.. Crashed into Liang Xian just now.. Then i think scratch my blades?Let's see...

Aftermath of all that falling and stuffs..SECOND DAY BLADING..

2008-06-07T22:00:00.003+08:00

Wah... What is this.. People leaving me again... Firstly it was Mrs Tan and Miss Pang.. Now is... XinYing , Hao Ran , Coach ... Then my father arowana died.. =( I guess fishes just cannot Rest In Peace... Remember that they can't close their eyes? lol.. Okay.. Back to serious business.. THE AROWANA DIED!!!

Haix... Today very moodless ... Tuition i couldn't get anything into my head sia... Then do maths with XinYing until 1am yesterday... That was like training eyelid muscles okay? Pushing hard to keep them opened..

Then she went to sleep , i went to sleep.. Woke up at 9... Obviously not enough sleep.. Hao Ran sms say he go China liao.. Zzz .. Anyway.. then i whole day very tired.. No mood eat.. XinYing... Faster come back.. I got nobody to talk to T.T

2008-06-06T12:50:00.007+08:00

Yesterday was pretty fun la.. First day on my rollerblades.. , seasoning the blades and wheels here and there.. then drank more water chestnut and orange juice.. Ate some finger food too.. Spent about $10+ on food and drinks..

Then me and liang xian blade until night time.. Feeling pretty retarded so tried something new ..

TADA!!! lol.. The one leg blading , one leg without-blades-blading.. How cool is that! XD

Here.. This is Roy's seaview from the house , without the water and only the kelong.. It's a seaview from in between 2 blocks of houses lol.. I had a picture of Roy's house but it was too dark and can only be seen from my handphone.. Had some really nice pictures.. But all too dark to see..

Then sat down on the barbeque table and rested , with liang xian beside me... I know it sounds gay.. It really is lol.. Along with this video which has suckish quality..

It really was gay.. 2 people , BOYS , sitting side by side , listening to the waves and listening to "Pictures of You" from Liang Xian handphone..

Then we decided to go home , it was 8 pm , got another orange juice and we went back home.. I loosened my wheels a little and it showed a drastic change in the spin time.. It increased like 5 times the time.. That's just a little bit of loosening.. Mind you.. Imagine if i loosened it somemore.. Wow..

Ah ha!! Was reading my cousin blog when i thought.. Hey let's see what this guy has..

Guess what i found lol.. I was laughing my ass off throughout XD

No offence.. Just thought it was funny and wanted to share it

2008-06-05T11:04:00.005+08:00

Sorry people.. Haven't been posting lately.. I've been pretty busy enjoying myself lol.. Let's see.. After CCA yesterday , i went to Pasir Ris Park to join in the fun while Shirley , KK , Liang Xian , Cally , Jia Ning , Kian Boon , Jonathan and a few others .. I basically just sat at the side la.. Didn't want sand to get into my blades anyway..

Then it rained for a little while and the floor was wet.. Liang Xian went all crazy about it and chionged down some slope and did all the slides.. I also do la.. But didn't want my wheels to die anyway.. Then we went to the beach and play , at first , was just skipping stones .. Then in the end i kenna push into the water.. *laughs*

Then we gang up try to get more people in haha.. Push them inside lol.. In the end Jordan also kenna.. Roy also.. lol.. Found so many shit around.. Even the basin that pipe at the bottom also have.. SO SMELLY CAN?

Aftermath of playing in the water , with all the sand..

Oh ya.. Before i got wet , went to eat french fries with Darrel and saw this cat..

Some women just suddenly and started playing with the cat and the cat got like so damn pissed off , me and darrel were surprised that the cat didn't scratch her..

Then after playing at the beach , we rested , i cycled Jordan's bicycle to kind of dry myself.. Used his slippers since i didn't bring mine..Then after that , played softball with jordan with the baseball and softball pitch.. Accurate lor.. lol.. Maybe one or 2 went out of hand though.. But it was cool..

Then I checked my handphone , saw that coach tried to contact me! I was like.. "OMG OMG OMG" I'm so dead.. I faster call back then he say he got the blades ready and could deliver it to me either today or tomorrow.. So i said today.. Then i went home , got myself a nice bath , got my money , called coach and went down to wait for him.. So basically , this is how my blades looks like..

Didn't know that couldn't rotate or whatever , just wanted to take it sideways.. So yeah..

20+ days to holiday end and i haven't done any of my homework.. Shit..

2008-06-02T19:33:00.005+08:00

I got tagged to do some quiz o.O
Tagged by XinYing

Quiz: People who have been tagged have start with 10 random facts about themselves. At the end of the quiz , choose 10 people and tag them to do this quiz.

1: I love singing
2: I love oldies
3: I'm a philosopher
4: I like rollerblading
5: I broke XD [Ask liang xian]
6: I'm a softballer
7: I'm listening to Christian songs right now..
8: I'm a free-thinker
9: I'm a hairy monster XD
10: My hair [head] is long.. Don't think WRONG lol..

Below are the 10 SWAE people who needs to do this dumb quiz lol..

Okay.. I'm too lazy to list them..

Yay.. Story of my today life time!!

Today the main event is Softball Competition with Maristella .. Said to be on of the better ones..
We went to Kallang Field and jogged 5 rounds around the bases.. Then did some stretching and throwing as usual..

Then match started , i became catcher.. Quite fun la.. Didn't wear specs because i found it irritating.. Sian lei.. Keep kenna scolded.. I 3rd base so used to chasing the hell out of people.. Now become catcher is like damn hard to quit the habit lol... In the end kenna scolded so many times =.=

Then in the end kenna thrashed.. My batting sucked.. Tomorrow got training .. In bus just play music and chat chat.. Then reach school slack , then went back home.. Before that , was playing at the playground with Wei Jie and Roy .. Then after that bought 1 carton of Blackcurrent & Aloe Vera.. End up i drank like 80% of it.. 1 litre.. Great.. So damn sweet.. Then in the end went back home.. Then i retarded la.. I go shine laser pointer into people house , don't know why.. Then suddenly got 2 flying red ants bite my arm! I think God maybe exists.. I don't know for sure..

Then went to bathe and eat lor.. Today too tired to post lol.. Can't wait to get my slalom blades!

2008-06-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hooray!! I'm so happy today XD Firstly , the morning rains did drag my emotions down because i was so excited that we [ me and liang xian ] were going to go east coast park to see blades and try size.. I couldn't really sleep for the whole day... Let's see... I have been thinking about the rollerblades until 12 am while try to sleep .. Then woke up at 3.33 am sharp , semi-conscious until 4.30 - 5 am then alarm woke me up , then saw coach's message , he said there was rain and maybe will go East Coast Park see and test blades.. Waited all the way until 12+ because of the on and off of the rains.. Then he messaged me.. I was so damn happy! He called me then we agreed to meet at 1.15 - 1.30 at Whitesands..

When me and liang xian reached there , we decided to grab a bite at burger king.. It's like so damn expensive can? One stupid burger almost $5 already.. Go MacDonald's so much cheaper lor.. Then saw coach's car and went in .. Then he drove us to East Coast park from Changi there.. Then reach there already we go see the blades.. Haven't even reach right.. Already seeing people with like 100mm wheels! It's like damn cool can.. Then go inside the shop see all the blades.. Recreational , Hybrid and Slaloms.. We looked mainly at the slalom that side.. Decided to buy Seba FR2 , White. Here's a picture of it..

Then tried the size , it's like so damn freaking hard to get my leg in lor.. Once get in already right.. Damn comfortable lor.. But because it's new , very tight.. You can see the cushion thick thick one , ready to comform to the size of your legs.. Then my leg numb lol.. Then when take out that time , like walking on sand =.= I'm going to start wearing thick socks when i get my slalom blades.. Oh ya.. My one is size 44.. Maximum sia T.T But it's really good lor..

Then went to see people blading , saw Team Micro , Singapore's team , got 1 is slider the other one is slalom if i'm not wrong.. That guy slide until damn cool sia.. Then the other one is like so small lor! He's like p5 only.. Then coach say he can actually introduce us to the person who created Team Micro.. But he say he don't want it to affect our studies.. 3 times a week training and my schedule already so busy..

Then went back to Coach's car , he asked if we wanted to rollerblade at pasir ris park still . Then we say ya then he say he forget to bring socks.. So he went home to take and came back down.. Then off we went to Pasir Ris Park.. Played in the rink , i realise i could do Forward Nelson , Tried parallel slide but still failed.. Well , i didn't master it all along.. Zzz.. This time i try the real parallel slide where i had to really bend both legs.. Then i keep fall.. In the end give up because my wheel already want to die and tomorrow got softball match..

Coach tried to teach us how to do drunked sailor but only can do 1 part lol.. In the end also give up.. Now i just want my slalom blades so i can do Crazy on my own , without the help of anyone! And if you've noticed , i striked out 3 Cravings XD Oh ya.. Liang Xian rollerblade also same as mine except that his is grey instead of white.. I'm not sure.. But i'm thinking of buying another set of wheels as well..

Then play play then went home at 8pm or so.. Then want to reach home already see one women outside my house.. I was like.. Should i just act like i don't live here or just confront her.. Well , i chose the latter option.. I confronted her.. I asked her.. " Err.. You looking for someone? " Then she said she was waiting for my neighbour to get back home lol.. Then i was like .. Oh okay.. Then went in , took a bath.. Oh ya.. When i was in the lift right.. Suddenly got 1 beetle drop at the door there where it almost got crushed by me.. I was thinking whether to crush it and move on or wait for it to be safe.. Being a samaritan , i waited for it to move away and it took like 30 seconds! And this reminds me that when i was bathing , got this flying ant also stuck there.. Then i just splash some water so that it would push itself to the limits and get free.. Then i keep talking to it o.O I think i siao already or what.. Haha.. I was like.. " Push yourself if you want to live.. If you don't want , there's nothing i can do.." And this links me back to a time when i saw a housefly upside down.. I tried to overturn it... Then i blow blow.. Then blow until it grabbed hold of a grass , but let go.. Then i decided to give up since it didn't have the determination to survive..

Anyway , I suddenly remember a song.. Karma Chameleon.. And my dinner is here.. So well , enjoy =)

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Karma Chameleon

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2008-05-31T13:34:00.004+08:00

Ahh.. What an interesting sight.. My arm , red.. Since 2 hours ago..Well this was what happened..

Woke up at 7 and went to school at 7.45.. Attended CCA and play paly play until about 11 am + , we played match.. Then i was playing as 3rd base.. Then that sec 3 senior swing , hardest hitter , ball bounce on ground , then flew up and hit me.. I could literally feel the pain going in .. Then my hand went numb afterwards.. Then i played catcher.. Not bad.. I swing at Shahid and he was called out.. He keep hit already then throw the bat at me... Zzz.. Then my turn to bat , the 1st 2 ball all like shit , the 3rd one Sharil give so nice.. I swing it hard and it went out of the field lol.. Then they have to go down to the drain and take XD The fencing so large somemore.. Then i run , Roy was blocking base.. I didn't know what to do.. So i did my 'Ru Lai Shen Zhang' at his heart lol.. Then he was in great pain.. I forgot to step base then faster run and touch before reaching home then go say sorry to Roy..

Then also when playing base 3 , Omar was like trying to steal base.. So i just act like i throw ball then turn and tag him out XD Then i chiong at Zafran and whack him.. He flew out but luckily he touch base or else he out also lol.. Then coach say what i like lion eating meat or something like that.. Something to do with aggression.. Then CCA ended , me and Wei Jie played the piano again lol.. This time with the chords inside.. I played the chords , he played the keys.. So fun =) Then went to the minimart , bought a drink then rested lor.. Then afterwards went back home , took a bathe and then rest lor..

Later got tuition~ Must remind my mother to fix the graphic card also.. So can pei XinYing play Audition lol..

Memories are so beautiful

If only memories last forever

Life wouldn't be filled with so much misery

She left us with beautiful memories

She said her final speech and left us in tears

Why did she have to do that

Parting is a part of life

But memories are the killers

Memories of beautiful times

Streams tears from my eyes

Thinking of the past

Fun,Joy and Laughter

But now that you are gone

These memories become more and more precious

Why do memories become precious

Until you have lost it

Why didn't I cherish what i had

Until she was gone..

2008-05-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

Today is pretty depressing.. So many people leaving.. Mrs Tan suddenly started giving out photographs then suddenly tell us that she is leaving the school! She came up with all the sad words which made me feel really sad.. My eyes started feeling swollen and i could cry anytime.. I told myself to be strong and not cry =( Mrs.Tan , you're a great teacher.. I cannot bear to see you leave .. Hope that we can stay in touch =*( I'll miss you..

Then waited for Drama teacher , Adeline Pang.. Also her last lesson and she left us =( Why must everyone start leaving... Must leaving be part of life? =( Then classmates started crying after Drama lessons.. Then i just pei them.. Depressing day.. Haix...

Went home , use msn then go bathe and then eat dinner.. Today no mood post =( SO MANY PEOPLE LEAVE =( Why like that =(

The drops of silent water are heard

The emotions of a man unveils

Deep down in sorrow thoughts

Lies a man isolated in the icy cold

Left alone to his own device

He who succeeds is one who works

To acheive what you have worked

Is to work out your achievements

The one who perserveres is the one who succeeds

With determination and perserverance

It is almost impossible to succeed

Truth lies within your hands

It is up to you to figure it out

As the raindrops soften

My heart once again sink deep in sorrowness

Err.. Watched Forbidden Kingdom and hear too much of this kind of words.. I shall just type out what comes to me naturally =) Forgive me if it does not make any sense..

2008-05-29T21:13:00.002+08:00

Today I didn't really do much.. After school , we took a bus ride to Singapore Discovery Centre.. Okay.. Shit.. I was feeling damn urgent.. Had to wait 15 muntes! I was like.. OMG I'M DYING!! Then in the end finally identified my buddy?! He never come yesterday then i cannot find out how he look like what.. Then in the end he followed my other friends! I was like.. SHIT! Where the hell he go! Maybe he never come.. Then go inside the SDC then found him.. He was more quiet than me okay?! XinYing.. I'm not that quiet XD He talk like 10 sentences for the whole day only okay?!

I'm like so damn jealous that other people get childrens more active lor.. Why mine so quiet de
=( Lol Liang Xian one run and run and run like siao XD UltraActive sia.. Aiya.. It's like damn sian lor.. Andand.. The 3D show was stupid okay?! When they off the light then the screen black , i was like screaming like watching horror movie.. XD Cheang Kit , Hao Ran and Jonathan joined along.. Damn stupid man XD

Then go back to school already , see CCA a while.. Then go play piano.. I can play Canon already lei!! Abit only.. Then Shermayne come.. The god is here.. Music grade 10? That's what i heard anyway.. She play canon sia!! Power lor.. So good dao mr ling come and listen XD Oh ya.. She wasn't looking at the notes anyway.. There weren't any notes .. All pure memory..

Then afterthat went back home.. Took a bath and no dinner eat.. Then ordered mcdonald then chat on MSN..

2008-05-28T20:34:00.004+08:00

It's been some time since i first made this blog.. And today is it's 50th post anniversary! Woohoo!!! *Pops champaign* Well , today wasn't really much fun , wasted like 30-45 minutes in science XD We digress a lot then in the end started talking about Darwin's evolution .. Haha... We are pro okay?

Then went for CIP in Compassville there.. My buddy never come then i just play only lor =) Then funny thing is.. When going there , Jeremiah stepped into a pile of water and got his shoes and socks all wet XD He was like damn furious XD Then i kept laughing like siao lol.. Then i think i swae or what.. When want to go back that time , wearing shoe , some imbecile just watered their plant and got me all wet! I look up and shout "OI!" Then that person faster stop.. Oh ya.. The "OI!" got echoe one okay... That person scared le lol.. Stupid moron ..

Then went back to bus and basically did nothing much.. Pretty boring as compared to CCA bus XD Class one was like shit lor.. No fun one.. CCA one.. Sure got people playing that slapping game XD Then i always like some monster slapping people hand XD Then like so cool lor.. Like wrestling , but slapping lol..

Andand.. When we got back to school , me and WeiJie went to CCA to see them play then we went to play the piano.. He was trying to teach me how to play canon then i got the hang of it.. A LITTLE.. I keep cannot get the key then keep cursing lol.. I play until like what sia.. You ask WeiJie la lol.. Is like so scared press wrong key then like don't dare press XD

Anyway , here's the song ..

2008-05-27T20:05:00.003+08:00

Today was rather dull.. Science was Justin and Roydon's turn to present.. After that go recess then had maths and did social studies too.. Maths was doing Pythagoras' Theorem like at last? No problem for me =)

Waited for CCA to start .. Then stupid lightning warning then in the end cannot play in the field.. Did all the stupid physical drills.. run run run.. Zzz... Anyway , today wasn't fun at all lor..

Reach home bathe le then order KFC.. The chicken come like what sia! The colour so dark one lor! Then ask for replacement.. Then just eat la.. Zzz..Today no mood post =( Troubled ... Moodless ...

2008-05-26T20:09:00.004+08:00

This post is dedicated to XinYing whom I've broken my promise to =( I shall talk more about it at the later part of this post..

Today woke up at 6.30 and went to school.. Was famished but decided to skip breakfast.. Then went on to class.. Science lesson was reading period because our teacher never come .. Then Mr Collins take over.. Read read read.. I decided to take a nap.. I barely rested 5 minutes and he asked me to read again.. Zzz..

Then after that was SS .. Learn about the basics of social studies then went for recess .. Ate with Jordan.. Recess finish go assemble at the parade ground.. Then Ms Palai come..She told us to bring our pencil box and The Giver to AVA room.. Guess what.. Being a smartass , i took out the book from my bag this morning and left it at home FOR THE FIRST TIME.. Then was dumb lor.. Then watched The Island in the AVA room..Pretty good show..

Then had maths , did more Stem & Leaf Diagram.. Do do do.. Then finish already went home.. I stayed in school waiting for CCA to start.. Then saw Novan then chat with him about rollerblading =) He's coming on Sunday.. Hehe..

Then he went for DnT and i went off for Softball.. Today training was okay.. train train train then we had a match.. I become catcher.. Only got helmet , don't have body armour + leg armour.. I was .. Shit.. This is going to be bad.. In the end , i got hit on my left arm and at my shin.. I see the other team one.. One get hit in the arm don't want to be catcher already.. The other one get hit somewhere then also don't want to be le.. I be all the way lei.. I so loyal to my position XD

Then in the end lose lor.. Nevermind la =) Friendly match anyway.. I love flying throw XD My 2nd trademark move XD First one is spin throw.. Hehe.. I'm just so creative XD

Okay.. Now link back to the first statement i made.. Sorry XinYing..

Actually wanted to go collect XinYing's spectacles with her.. Then all plan okay le.. Then walking back.. Then suddenly my parents car appear! I was .. Wtf.. Shit.. This is bad.. Then i took the ride and couldn't meet XinYing =*( I miss you la.. So long never see you already.. I just wanted to say that I'm truly sorry and i would do anything i can to make it up to you..

2008-05-25T20:33:00.004+08:00

It's Sunday!!! It's blading day~ Chatted with XinYing and her laopa until 1am then go and sleep.. Sleep until 7.30 auto wake up.. Wtf! Then i just play the Sims 2 on my handphone until 10am then go on msn XinYing online le =) Got someone to talk to! Then she went to her bbq and i went to the park at 2.30 or so.. Then called Liang Xian along.. Oh ya.. Then before i left house , the sky like want to rain want to rain then i don't know want to go or not!In the end , i used my prediction power and predicted that it wouldn't rain , not until evening if there was no wind.. The wind probably blew the clouds away today.. Didn't rain at Pasir Ris Park =) Yays

Liang Xian came and we blade blade blade .. Then the rollerblade shop uncle ask us to coach this boy.. Coach until damn fustrated lol.. We talk he not listening.. He gets distracted so easily.. So in the end fed up lol.. Coach came and had his lessons.. We help him put the cones and play play play..I did my backwards crisscross then he praise me XD

Then he started his lessons and we went around play play.. XinYing came over once in a while to pei us.. After Coach's lesson , we ask him how to do some skills lor.. I learnt how to do Crazy with his help.. But now slowly getting it.. Easier to do it with my slalom blade in future.. Can't wait! Then he say next week he will teach me Eagle .. Then also meeting him in the morning to go East Coast Park to see the blades and afternoon go back to Pasir Ris Park to train =)

Play until 7.30 he need to go le.. Then XinYing called and we went to meet her but Liang Xian's parents lost the brother so he went to find and then found him and he asked me to meet XinYing first.. In the end never wait for him lor.. Then i just pei XinYing go home .. Go until halfway then i go home le.. Reach home at 8pm .. Cramps cramps cramps.. Zzz.. Talking on MSN and going to have dinner .. Okay lor i go liao~

2008-05-24T20:36:00.004+08:00

Saturday... And i have to wake up at 7 AM?! Okay anyway.. I woke up at 7am to attend cca on time.. Well... Who cares anyway.. I just turned off the alarm and went to sleep again XD CCA starting at 8 and i'm still sleeping away =) 7am.. Slept ... So nice dream XD Still can remember.. Then woke up 30 minutes later.. Realise i was breathing through my MOUTH when i woke up.. NO SALIVER in my mouth.. DRY.. PAIN ... It felt really wierd anyway.. First time experiencing it while my brother , a few times... He can tell me damn shiok o.O

Anyway.. I went for CCA and managed to reach there on time .. CCA started.. Ran 1 round around the field and did some stretching.. Did throwing... Always trying to kill people around XD Then did some catching... Played a match in the end.. Mixture of sec 1 and sec 2.. Then we play play play.. They bat first.. In the end , we out them.. Then our turn to bat.. I fourth batter.. Wait wait wait.. Then my turn.. First ball , inside pitch , strike.. 2nd ball , i just swing already.. Home run.. 3 people reach home.. Not out-of-the-park run .. Wasted..Then we reach home 7 times so switch.. Then they play finish their inning we need to go le.. I was like.. Wtf la.. They play 2 inning we play one only..

Then in the end went home , bathed and went to Wei Jie house play PS3.. And Roy , I don't think i'm a noob XD 2v1.. I fight alone.. In the end first match lose , 2nd match thrash them.. Also played Dynasty Warrior 6.. Quite fun , i would have to agree.. Shared chicken rice with Roy then played Call Of Duty , where i thrashed them.. Then went home at 3 pm , got ready for tuition .. Went tuition and waited awhile while i played Sims 2 on my handphone.. Quite fun XD Then tuition class started , learnt pythogoras' theroem.. Interesting la... a2 +b2 = c2 ... Play around with the thing can le.. Quite simple ..

Then tuition finish , waited for parents.. Then i was like.. Hmmm where are they? I thought everytime should be here one? Then waited for about 10 minutes before calling them.. Then realise that my mom sleeping and my dad was still at home o.O Then they came and we went to west plaza , waited for mom in the car while she bought her dinner and we went home.. Ordered pizza and my mom's friend came over and is still here =) Pizza quite good.. Rite pizza.. Ate yoghurt and now blog lor.. Chatting on msn.. Andand.. XinYing , where are you~

Anyway , here's a song i heard while i was walking to Wei Jie's house..

Tiring day!

2008-05-23T22:25:00.003+08:00

Well.. Today is use your hands campaign.. I went around wiping table and wiping people's backsides.. XD Then that stupid Cheang Kit go hit my backside then i just my towel hit him then Mr.Ong come out.. Basket.. He say.. "If you play somemore , I am going to cane you." I was like.. orh okay.. T.T

Anyway , after UYHC [Use Your Hands Campaign] , I went home , went to Whitesands with my mother and bought a new phone.. W580i

Couldn't find a clear picture of it.. But here it is anyway.. Costs $200+ with the batteries , chargers and so on so forth..

Then went rollerblading with Liang Xian and Brian today... I learnt FOUR new skills! Impressive eh?

Let's see..

1] Eagle

2]Heel Spin

3]CorkScrew

4]Inverted T-stop

Let's see... Eagle , i just experimented and started improving on it.. Heel spin i basically is just do for fun then suddenly can.. CorkScrew is Liang Xian teach me.. Inverted T-stop is i create myself one =)

Then Brian came and i taught him some really interesting skills with all the creativity in my mind!Anyway.. Tonnes of stupid stuffs happened XD

Went home at around 8pm , started sending all the files from my old phone to my new phone.. Cannot use the same memory card.. Zzz.. Manually transfer and it took like 1 hour ... Tiring can?

Anyway.. don't read read read and forget to tag hor XD

What a bore!

2008-05-22T20:56:00.004+08:00

Well , today almost late again.. Cannot wake up lol.. Then reach school on time.. Reading was rather boring and mr ong was angry that we missed the cue when the bell rang.. We sang before the bell rang.. Then sing finish go back classroom.. Forgot what happened.. Nothing much happened today anyway.. Another group did presentation for Science..

Then i changed my place.. ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK... WTF MAN... Talk only perspire.. Move also perspire.. My friend tell me to stone there.. Zzz... I must meditate more now... Can't wait to change place with Jonathan though.. Then today the whole day was about taking report book back anyway..

So waited for the time to come.. My parents came at 3.30.. Then 2nd in place.. Then the stupid assembly for PTM sucks like shit? Wait so long , so hot , so cramp.. Irritated.. In the end can go back lor.. Is like wtf? Then when i walking back classroom my parents already come out.. This year is not take report book.. They photocopied the page for us.. Is like wtf lor.. I want to see my CCA the remarks de lor..

Anyway.. My results are ...

English Language --> 52.5 - C6
Chinese --> 58.2 - C5
Mathematics -->61.7 - B4
Science --> 71.6 - A2
Geography --> 64.5 - B4
Literature --> 58.6 - C5
Design & Technology --> 70.1 - A2
Art --> 49.7 - D7
CME --> B
Music --> A

Total --> 486.9/800
Percentage --> 60.9
Class Position --> 20/40
Level Position --> 98/204
L1R4 Aggregate -->18
L1R5 Aggregate -->23

Remarks: Aloysius is a serious and steadfast worker but also has a friendly side. He shows much commitment towards his studies and softball training, and is able to balance the two well. Well done, Aloysius!

Anyway.. The marks i got for Mathematics is mainly due to my tuition which helped me a lot.. Then English is mainly through reviewing my past mistakes and modifying my answers here and there to construct a perfect sentence.. But still fail comprehension.. I'm buying assessment for English to improve my comprehension already.. I don't want to go NA =(

Art is think the marking too damn strict already lor.. The only subject i failed! Problem is.. Failed by 0.3 marks! Let's see...

Geography need another 0.5 marks to B3
Art need another 0.3 marks to C6

XinYing .. Where you go~ I eat finish and come back on msn at 8pm you gone le =( I feel so lonesome.. You disappeared!

Tired!

2008-05-21T19:07:00.005+08:00

Didn't post yesterday because was rather tired..And i apologise for that..Yesterday was okay , until after school hours , before CCA begins.. I wanted to try out something by arm wrestling.. So i got Jordan to be my guinea pig XD Then i was holding my pink dolphin on my other hand.. Then we started the match and in the end i lost , i wasn't sure what happened but i went to slam the pink dolphin on the table o.O I got all wet and pink-dolphined.. Then i just pour some on Jordan's leg XD Then we went to change into our P.E shirts..

CCA began and we did mainly throwing.. It was okay.. ran like 5 rounds in total for the day? Wasn't feeling tired because rollerbladed a lot.. Then it ended pretty fast.. I was like wtf? So fast?Then went home in pain because my bag was feeling heavy.. Arms ached all over due to the long break..

Then went home at 7pm and chat on MSN.. Chat until 7.30 before XinYing went for tuition.. Then i said i'll wait for her until her tuition ends at 9pm... I somehow forgot all about it and went to sleep! Sorry XinYing =( Slept at 8+ and woke up at 8 this morning then use com and play games.. Then i got myself prepared at 8.30 all the way until 8.50!! I was like .. "Shit.. I'm so dead.." Then i just walked as per normal to school and decided to take a short cut.. I thought i would've been late when i saw Mr Singh outside the school in the middle of the road! Then in the end me and a bunch of people playing at the playground walked into the school.. I was saved.. But they were considered late because they were playing?! Anyway .. Got to school in pesperation and it was rather irritating..

Did Critical Writing then the periods went passed.. Then after school , waiting for CCA , played with Wei Yang chinese chess and i lost XD Anyway.. Then i went for CCA.. got myself changed and started playing.. Jordan & Clavis didn't come.. Jordan pontang CCA and Drama while Clavis went for Drama lessons.. So i had no one to play with.. So i played with the sec 1 lefty =) Play play play.. Then we did some batting.. I broke the T-stand the rubber thing to hold the ball.. Oops? Then hit 20 balls then run 2 rounds around the field.. Did 3 sets of 20 balls means 6 runs .. Then we did some fielding , was pretty fun , with all that tumbling.. I run for the ball like siao lol.. Fell 2 times XD One was i chasing the ball like siao then in the end lost balance when the ball drop then roll.. Then the other one was i anticipated the ball to be closer but ended up at the back! I faster change direction but bend too low then my boots no friction to push so i fell XD Then got 1 more is Miss Tan hit the ball all to us then i think she missed abit then the ball flew like somewhere else.. I chiong then did my superman catch XD Ohoh.. When i roll right.. The grass keep burning me T.T Damn pain can? Is like itchy + pain = irritating .. lol

Then we also did grounders + line drives.. Okay la.. Quite fun.. Then we ended our day pretty fast.. AGAIN?! Sian.. Then went home.. My dinner is.. bread, egg tart and a bowl of soup..

Okay.. Don't disturb me.. I want to eat! Bye bye

Maybe I'm just tired.. Maybe I'm just sad.. Maybe I'm just alone.. Maybe.. Maybe..Maybe I can do something about it..Maybe this shouldn't have happened.. Maybe it did.. Maybe life is like this.. Maybe I feel lost..

aiyo

2008-05-19T20:36:00.003+08:00

Today was pretty fun.. First off , met up with XinYing and passed her construction paper and marker for her project.. Then we go eat .. Then she never eat T.T So bad la you... Make me eat alone.. Then eat finish le i walk her to the entrance of whitesands before turning and leaving..

Then i walk back home and went off rollerblading with Liang Xian.. We go there play , rest , play , rest.. Then Liang Xian and his idea to stair ride.. I dumbly followed.. Firstly , we tried doing forward stair-ride which i've never seen before and i gave up the idea of doing it.. So we went to rest again..Then i thought.. Hey.. Why not try backwards.. Then i go try and then was so excited.. I passed the first step and my 2nd step my wheels got stuck to it and i flew off... I hit on my right butt and both palm.. Then just lie down on the floor and rest T.T

Oh ya.. Met Jordan , HeHan , Shirley , KK and some other 2/9 s . Then play play play.. Everyone left , leaving me and Liang Xian , we went back to the rink and start playing lor.. Then i do my spins.. I did 6 or 7 rounds.. Then i fall .. Wasted.. Anyway , it was so cool.. So many people seeing XD Everyone play around the rink i go to the middle and spin.. Hehe..

Then we went home at about 7.30? Oh ya.. I totally forgot there was school tomorrow and got CCA lol.. CCA starting like at last!!! Can't wait..Then now talking on msn =) Here pain there pain lol.. Anyway , i shall end my post abruptly =)

Bye~

lalala

2008-05-18T11:33:00.004+08:00

Okay.. Saturday was nothing interesting , went tuition and had some games... Was pretty fun luh..

Then today going blading later.. So not organised T.T Some go now some like 3 pm then go.. Of course , i'm the one going at around 3 ... Today got plans .. AT LAST?!

~1pm - Play stocks
1pm~2+pm - Bowling With XinYing
3+pm~8pm - Go blading with a bunch of friends..
8pm~night time - msn and sleep

Continued version..From 8:38 pm

Well , things didn't really go as planned..Wanted to go bowling but ended up there were no lanes because of competitions...Then in the end never bowl =( Then went to park to blade.. Then i broke up with kk they all... Then i went home to get my blades and went down to meet clavis.. then waited for another 15 minutes just for liang xian to come.. Basket.. shit like take one whole day like that..

Then we went to the park and met up with kk they all... They were playing some catching on bikes..Then me and LX in the ring just play play lor.. Then finally the coach come =) Learnt Crazy today... You're groin will hurt.. TRUST ME... Unless you're like LX...

Then XY they all go ehub , wanted to bowl but lane still full..Then they went home ..Me , clavis , lx and jeremiah play at the rink then was damn dumb la.. Then clavis needed to go at 7.. then jeremiah returned his blades he rented and off they went , leaving me and liang xian alone.. Then about 8 pm le.. talk to the coach lor.. talk talk talk.. then went back home.. Quite dark luh.. But very fun and cooling..

Then reach home le i go bathe and now chatting on MSN lor..Nothing much but fun fun fun today.. And it's Vesak day tomorrow! Remember to go to school XD

wtf?

2008-05-16T18:26:00.004+08:00

Today almost overslept .. Zzz.. Anyway , i wasn't late for school and i went into class seeing Cheang Kit playing his PSP in school?! Then we go sing national anthem .. Chinese watched WaterBoys again?! Everytime like that one lor.. Show us video MUST GIVE WORKSHEET one..

Anyway , then it was P.E ... It was damn stupid la.. We did standing broad jump first.. My first jump was 195 then my 2nd one was 200.. Then do that stupid sit and reach which i hated it?! Got 39.. 42 for an A wtf.. Then i was talking to Wei Jie then was away from the station and kenna push up position.. Then also do inclined pull up.. Did 30.. 28 was an A.. Just wanted to make a nice number =)

Then shuttle run was retarded lor.. Me and Roydon were first up.. Then Mr Neo say "GO!" only i run.. then i thought what happen? Then he say "GO!" again.. Only Roydon run.. I never run lol... Then he shout shout shout ... Zzz... Then 3rd time we run together.. I got 9.6 .. Best record so far o.O This morning somemore got leg cramp..

Then finished P.E and then go recess , almost forgot to eat.. So just ordered Hokkien Mee and then when eat finish , want to late le.. Then i feeling thirsty.. Somemore i chiong go buy apple tea drink XD Manage to drink finish in 15 seconds XD Then slowly walk up haha..

Then English was damn stupid la.. We go through the Exam scripts immediately then i ask teacher.. Mrs.Henry.. Why cannot write Romanian for Rome the people? Then in the end i realise Romanian is not used to say the people T.T It's Romans .. Zzzz..

After English then go Art but in the end went to Library.. Then Liang Xian go take this book of naked bodies that explains the different stages of different sex... Zzz.. I basically laid down on the chair and closed my eyes until about want to end le i go take some Physics book and read..

After Art we go back to classroom and take our things preparing for Drama lessons at 2.30 and it was only 12.30? Then only left me , Jonathan and Hao Ran in the classroom lor.. Then i just rest a while then in the end went down to get myself something to munch on.. Was emo-ing alone most of the time staring at 'I-don't-know-what' lol..

Then went back to classroom for Drama lessons.. Got some sweets today and the teacher ranted at us and also said one very powerful speech.. "SHUT THE FUCK UP" .. That subdued us for the whole day and the class became more quiet XD

Oh ya.. My MYE exams are okay... Passed English!! Yes! I must work even harder for EOY man.. Science was A2 .. Maths was B4 .. Geog was C5? English was C6... 52.5.. And some other subjects i forgot..

And ... I just played my tennis ball outside my house instead of inside because my bro was suggesting it... So well , i went outside and played.. Accidentally overthrew and the ball flew out of the building and hit someone's car T.T I went down to find but could not locate it.. Then i went up and went down again and saw someone near the car i hit T.T I faster go home and look down... That guy was standing around the car.. So i guess i better leave him alone or i might just get whacked T.T

Oh ya.. At last got someone pei me through the night again =) XinYing can use com again =) Jia you XinYing.. Don't be sad..

Damn..

2008-05-15T18:37:00.002+08:00

Went to school as per normal today.. Then had my presentation for Science like at last? Then lucky we first few people.. The teacher more lenient XD The second day one scores less.. Then they ask so many questions T.T Especially Jonathan and Liang Xian & Jeremiah ask stupid question make us fumble... So we just gave them crappy answers XD

Today not enough time so only 2 teams got to present.. I did on Stars.. So... Yea.. That summarises most of it.. Then Literature was like what the fuck la..I scored 15 for that bullshit crap essay i wrote.. 28/50... What is this shit man..

Got back all our papers and going to get Report Book soon.. During Meet-The-Parent session..

Feeling vexed and XinYing cannot use com / sms =( No more people pei me le =( Hope she can use again soon..

And i went to Roy's house to play his private server maple but in the end got update or whatever then keep DC... Then went on to play his playstation , Marvel Comic VS Cap Com .. Won him XD 13-12 ... Anyway is also we keep delay la haha.. Just keep playing.. Then went home at 5++

I know this is abrupt but i'm going to end this post =( Chow~

Hmm..

2008-05-14T20:23:00.003+08:00

Well , today was okay.. I got a total of 54/100 for English , an improvement considering i've never passed comprehension and this is my first time passing!

Today we also got back Science paper.. I scored 69 /100 at first.. I was like wtf? Maths i had 64 , geog 64 1/2 all also 1 more mark to next grade.. So i had no choice but to fight for my marks! I fight fight fight , in the end earned another 3 more marks and went up a grade to A2 at 72 marks =)

Then today also get back DnT , I scored 31 marks just like Roy ... No need study one lol..Okay la.. Today was not too bad..

I'm looking forward for Literature paper because that's the most aggressive essay i've ever written.. Imagine write until when look up , your world go dizzy..

And my English essay was a let down..15/30 ?! That is not acceptable and will not ever be!

Overall , today was okay except that English was a let down.. I wrote out of point and that was shit.. Lost a few marks there... DAMN!! Now i'm looking forward to seeing the marks on my Literature paper.. I think that's the best essay i've written for Literature.. *Fingers crossed* .. Hope i score high for it!

Argh!!!

2008-05-13T18:09:00.006+08:00

DRATS I'm sorry XinYing =( I didn't know there was Speech & Drama lessons until Friday!!! Sorry sorry!!!

Okay i know my blog didn't start off well but i really am sorry for spoiling your mood[maybe] .. But here are my results i've obtained so far..

Chinese which was like shit? 24/50 for composition , loss a lot of marks mainly because i talked out of topic and talked about too many people whom i respect... Zzzz... Then letter writing was crap.. I loss one mark just because i tried to show that i leaving 2 spacing just to show that i purposely one but the teacher mark WRONG and -1 mark because must write at the 2 boxes i leave blank ... Wtf man... Tried to argue with teacher but she just don't want to give me the marks.. Zzzz

Then i also got my Mathematics paper back today.. Did better than i expected =) Hurray~ Got 25/40 for Section A and i thought i would like fail or what !! Omg .. I'm like so happy when i got Section A... Then when we got back Section B , i also did better than expected and scored 33/50 =) Total up is 63 marks.. Could have gotten 64!!! I went to tell teacher my error.. She herself also did an error in the working when trying to show us.. I was like so happy nothing went wrong until they start saying is wrong.. Suppose to be cubed instead of squared.. Zzzz .. Lost one mark but was praised for my honesty..

Then Geography was okay... I scored 64 1/2 and was so damn desperate for the 1/2 more mark.. I was patient... Waited like siao for the chance to actually kop some marks XD Well , eventually the time came and i just anyhow argue o.O Then actually got 1 mark XD Yippie... B4 to B3 .. Hehe.. Happy luh..

Speech & Drama lesson was pure shit lor.. The teacher was wearing a low-cut shirt and was like flashing around although she didn't mean to.. Then this lao ti ko , aged 50+ , keep coming in and trying to catch a glimpse of her chest / ass .. Zzz .. See his eyes also know he up to no good le.. then somemore just now come to the boys side and make up some stupid excuse just that he can get the view of her ass .. Wtf sia.. Horny bastard.. Get a life la..

Oh ya.. I thought today got CCA then somemore looked forward to it since like don't know when? Smsed Mr Shafie on Friday and he said next week.. Then the next week was this week .. But it ended up is next week from this week.. Zzz .. Bring everything already then don't have.. Somemore i'm the only softballer bringing it..

Then i also came to school with 3 files , 7 books.. Great.. Made my bag looked like it's being stuffed with tonnes of dynamites inside.. In the end i had to walk home with the bag that seemed to weigh like 10 kg? Zzzz.. Tired lor..

Anyway, not forgetting...

Congratulations XinYing who has officially finished her MYE =)
I'm sorry i cannot make it tomorrow =( A thousand apologies from the bottom of my heart... Stupid Speech & Drama thing... Grrr

Big Day!

2008-05-12T14:36:00.005+08:00

Firstly , a big CONGRATULATIONS to XinYing who have completed MYE like at last? Time to party =)

Okay sorry... I didn't realise it was until tomorrow.. But who cares! XD

Secondly , it's my brother's birthday today and we're going to Mandarin Hotel for Triple Three XD $300 T.T I'm coming out $20 instead of $50 since I'm saving for slalom blades which costs $300 ..

Okay , something random.. I looked out of my window and see 2 foreigners at the top of the building , one talking on the phone while the other digging i don't know what? And it's going to rain .. Hope they don't meet with any mishaps..

Okay.. In the end didn't go Mandarin Hotel because got wedding function so didn't go.. In the end went to Tampines Mall and ate Jack's place , i ate fire steak... So much brandy spilt on the floor wtf...

Good luck to XinYing tomorrow for her Science Examinations =) Jia you!

Mother's Day

2008-05-11T09:29:00.009+08:00

Mother's Day Part 1

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Well , i woke up at 9am sharp after watching that supposingly ghost show which wasn't really ghost show until 12.30 am and my parents were still warching and they are supposed to wake up at like 3.30am ? 3 hours of sleep and 12 hours of work.. Good job mummy and daddy... Okay la.. The story quite touching except that the face not that nice lol.. It's about a mother who lost her husband and child and she went to steal another women's child who looked like her son and the son actually went to the 'mother' who was not his real mother.. It was really sad lor..

This morning was okay.. I went out to look at the floor on the park and it seemed like it rained in the morning not long ago because the floor is wet.. I'm probably going rollerblading later.. Anyone interested please call me... Woke up , on msn and to my surprise , none of my secondary school friends online wtf.. The first one to online was Jordan..

Wonder how am i going to celebrate mother's day.. I made a carnation for her already and it's in the fridge..Not sure if liang xian is blading today because of mother's day or not T.T Hope he is.. Then if he want we go back earlier or something ..

Mother's Day Part 2

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Okay , Jordan and Roy is joining us to rollerblade later =) Try to get Clavis ba.. Let's see Jordan haven't bladed for 3 years and restarting hopefully =) Then got more people to blade with le XD Roy coming on his skate.......................scooter ba.. Countdown from now is..3h 15mins to 3pm and off we go blading =)

Mother's Day Part 3

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It's 1:17pm and 1hour 43 minutes to go before going rollerblading.. Currently , Jordan , Roy and Liang Xian coming along and i guess my family is not celebrating Mother's Day.. My parents are celebrating someone's birthday... So i'm left alone ONCE AGAIN ... Hoping to see TC today to learn more new tricks from him .. Probably staying until TC goes home also which is maybe 8pm? Clavis is going to his Grandmother's house to celebrate Mother's Day.. Wonder when will he ever be free... Zzz.. Hopefully next week.. Also getting my Primary School friend to meet up and teach me new tricks XD Saved his number in my phone and will contact him next week because he's now having examinations.. Don't want it to affect his studies..

Mother's Day Final Part

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It's 8.15 now , just got back from rollerblading.. Very tiring day.. Met 2 new people who blades too =) Singapore Poly.. Anyway , in the end , Me , Liang Xian , Jordan , Roy , Kar Kheng, Michael came.. Don't know why Brian and Alex never come.. Zzzz.. Then TC never come today T.T Mother's Day maybe..Then we raided the place XD Jordan re-learn how to blade.. Then play play play.. Play until 7.30 pm then we wanted to go E!Hub to see blades then i just back out lor.. Not allowed to go in.. I don't want to lose face , kenna chased out T.T So i went home lor.. Then met Roy on the way back.. He tried to chase me T.T Then when i reach home , parents are out celebrating someone's birthday at Aloha Bungalow then i just bathe and on MSN lor.. Currently nothing to eat .. Great.. 6 hours of blading and nothing to eat when i get back home... Ate 3 curry puff for the whole day only.. Now waiting for parents to buy dinner for me to eat T.T When i got back home , shortly after my brother went out to study... Left alone once again..

Now just resting then maybe tomorrow got rollerblading again =) I want to save money and buy slalon blades are Parkway... Looks nice o.O $300.. Quite worth it.. E!Hub selling $500 o.O Anyway , it's time to work / save money le..

Summary For The Day

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Went rollerblading , met 2 new bladers , TC[Coach] didn't come , Ate 3 curry puffs for my whole day as of 8:40pm & talking on MSN

Wasted...

2008-05-10T13:54:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 8.45 today and nothing much special happened today.. Except that the weather was so damn good and it didn't happen yesterday and hoping it'll happen tomorrow.. I spent the morning chatting on msn and it's mother's day today! Wasted one whole day just because of tuition T.T Could have gone rollerblading with brian and ask him show me some skills.. Haix.. nevermind.. Looking forward to tomorrow , hope it doesn't rains and can't wait to meet TC [ Coach ] again! Must learn more tricks!

Okay.. Back from tuition.. Oh ya.. I realised a typo and i don't bother changing it haha.. it's mother's day tomorrow =) I kept thinking it was Sunday today wtf? I'm getting senile lol..

Ate Fish Zinger for dinner?! Quite nice.. Crispy on the outside , soft on the inside..

I don't know what to write already T.T *Runs off*

Over le =)

2008-05-09T12:12:00.009+08:00

Okay.. Art was total shit today... Took 4 hours to paint finish my art yesterday and could not wake up today.. Zzzz.. That's the precise reason why i hate painting.. Nevermind.. It's all over now and i should get over it..

Painted everything and was okay.. Wasn't really up to standards anyway..Derrick one was good..Haix.. Let's just hope that my preparatory work earns me that 40%... 60% come from final draft... Zzzz...

Going blading later at 4pm .. Meeting up with Liang Xian , Brian , Alex .. Clavis cannot come.. Sad.. Anyone wants to join?

SOMEHOW... Jeremiah is my dad's old friend's son o.O

Okay.. Continued post..

My whole family left , leaving me all alone at home.. Zzzz ... Then it was 2.30... Then just pei XinYing lor.. Then send her home .. Although not all the way because inconvenient.. Then i went back to the park , met up with Brian .. JunHan was there .. Then suddenly Jonathan come.. o.O Then we went to the 'b**b' and play lol.. Then we talking about Melvin he suddenly come o.O Speak of the Devil.. Lol.. Then play awhile and we went back to the skating ring.. Shortly after , Brian and Jonathan left.. Leaving me and Liang Xian.. And before anyone came , i was alone and was resting at the uncle shop... Then he helping me become coach.. He go to the 2 girls trying to blade and tell them i coach T.T Then i don't know how to coach! I feel so useless... Then after that the uncle go toilet i tend the shop , leave the girls to train.. Then he come back i go join Liang Xian and Brian..

Then after that we play play play go back rest again .. Then now got 1 group of girls... He ask me to coach again lol.. It's very nice of him to be helping me lor... It's always good to socialise =) Then tried to coach again and failed T.T Then went back to blading with Liang Xian.. Then met up with Jordan.. Then we slowly walk back home.. I send Jordan back home.. Then i went home .. It was so damn dangerous.. Cars everywhere =.=

Went home in pain especially in the thigh and ankle area.. The thigh because very long never exercise le.. The ankle because the sock was giving me problems and the seam of the boots killing me.. When i buy my next pair of blades , I'm going to buy a better one T.T Can't wait to go East Coast when TC [Coach] and check out the blades they sell.. I'll consider the price and maybe work at my parents place for the blades =) Haix.. All talk but not action makes me an empty vessel... Hope to see TC soon =) Sunday!!!

Exam 1 step to over..

2008-05-08T19:28:00.006+08:00

It's been a tiring week of exams and it's just ONE step before it ends... It's art tomorrow and i've drawn an eagle as well as passion flower =) Finished everything except final draft.. I wanted to start painting already and realise that i didn't have any container in my house to store water! So well , i waited and waited and gave up waiting and proceeded on to blading =) Because there's not a need to study for art , that's the reason why i went rollerblading..

I lost my sense of blading and things go haywire... I've learnt a lesson from today.. Never go fast and try to slide when you've not bladed for a long time.. You're going to cry your sorry ass.. So yeah.. Me and Liang Xian acting smart , chiong down the slope.. Nothing happened until Liang Xian didn't see the hump and flew of it and ended up with multiple injuries.. Then i wanted to stop to check on him... Great.. What a fantastic idea.. I attempted powerslide and lost all control and slided on my back before sliding on my elbow... Bleed T.T So i went to Liang Xian and he was like bleeding everywhere .. lol.. So we went to wash up in some nearby toilet ..

Then we moved on to area 3 where we went to the shop uncle and had a chat with him before going to the training ring to practice our skills.. I went in and tried to parallel slide but somehow overslide and fall.. Zzzz.. Then Jonathan came along and we play play play... Then XinYing come jogging .. So i go pei her.. Then Jonathan and Liang Xian stalking me because I 'shen shen mi mi' haha.. I had a strong feeling they were stalking me .. So when i turned.. i saw them T.T

Then met XinYing and Liang Xian and Jonathan come and make up dumb stories.. Zzzz... Then XinYing don't want me pei her ask me go to Liang Xian and Jonathan then Liang Xian and Jonathan ask me go to her T.T Stuck at nowhere.. Zzz.. So in the end i went with Liang Xian and Jonathan and went back to area 3 and practice our skills again.. Then XinYing i don't know jog or walk to area 3 then we talk talk lor..

Then she go home le then me and Liang Xian play a while more.. Basket.. We go inside the ring , the people come out .. We go out , they go in.. Zzz.. Make us look like raiders.. Wtf.. Went home in pain wtf.. Suddenly stomach pain .. Zzz.. Then go home le bathe then use com then suddenly stomach pain again .. I shall not go into the details about what happened in the toilet.. It was a war.. That's all i can say.. It's all up to you how you want to think about it =)

Tomorrow art exam.. I finished my layouts , drawn my picture , waiting to paint.. I going to start painting at 8.. Got my mom to bring back 2 containers , one for now and the other one for tomorrow art exam to use.. Just 1 more exam.. Let's pray that i don't mess up =)

All must jia you ar.. Chiong your art.. And don't think about your examinations that pass le.. Think about the next.. Don't let your old stuff affect the new.. Jia you all..

The Emo Night Part 1

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Tonight was really depressing.. The nights seemed darker than it use to be.. I am stressed by the stinking art piece i owned.... It looked like total shit and i'm so unsatisfied with it.. Jokes no longer seemed like jokes... All they can do is make me feel empty... Thankfully with XinYing around.. She tried to cheer me up.. Thanks XinYing.. But i was too depressed.. I broke down.. I couldn't help but let my tears roll down.. She stayed up with me all the way until 11 pm and she has examinations tomorrow.. I'm feeling very remorseful about this matter.. I'm sorry XinYing.. And i didn't mean to bring your moods down.. I just couldn't help it but start to feel depress.. I'm lost why i was feeling depressed.. When i look out , i see emptiness.. I feel lonesome.. Finished my art which was a total failure.. I hate painting.. Painting makes me life dull.. Colours are dull when painting.. I never want to paint again.. It's the worse thing ever.. After XinYing gone to sleep , i finished my background and everything.. I've never felt so depressed in my life.. Are my feelings starting to unfold itself? Why is the impact so great.. I'm really grateful i have a friend like XinYing who stay by my side when i need her most.. A person i can rely on .. A person i can trust .. Thank you XinYing.. You've been by my side during my darkest period and cheered me on when i needed encouragement to move on..You've been such a great friend... I never had such a friend who cared so much for me.. Once again , thank you..

Exception

2008-04-26T20:11:00.007+08:00

I know i said i won't be posting , but yesterday was such a special day that i had to post it! This should probably be my last post until the examinations end which is on 9 May.

Well , 25/4 was MUMMY's birthday and we went to Terminal 3 to have our dinner celebration.. We walked about and just from one carpark to another was like a 5-10 minutes walk! We walked around and found a restaurant.. Guess what.. SAKAE TEPANYAKI!!!! And so , we went in.. It was pretty good , we ordered beef and seafood set..Along with other dishes..They served some salad which i only ate the crabmeat and seaweed with the coating of the sauce which tasted so good!But i only ate those items and ignored the cabbages lol..

The chef came in and cooked up garlic fried rice then brown rice in green pepper which tasted very good..Then he started cooking dishes.. He cooked chicken thigh or something.. He made it until the skin was crispy! Yum! Then one that i cannot forget.. Goose Liver.. OMFG man.. You must try it.. It was so damn soft and tasty! It fucking melts in your mouth! I apologise for using the word 'fucking' , but it's really good..The chef also cooked bamboo clam which shell looks like a bamboo , and thus the name.. It was pretty good.. He also cooked lobster and the served it at the correct time because lobster is one seafood that is not good if you don't know when to serve it! Overcook it and it becomes soft , Not cooked enough it will also be soft.. When it's just nice , it's crunchy! You can really feel the juice and all coming out.. Look at the knife he uses to cut it and you will be amazed.. I ate the egg roe of the lobster.. Was okay.. Oh ya.. As i was eating the lobster meat , my dad let me have some sakae to go with the lobster.. It tasted great! The sakae tasted sweet and you can feel a cooling sensation at your throat!

Oh yes.. Not forgetting.. Interesting way of making chawanmushi.. he poured in the egg which was all made ready and had a onion which had its core taken out , leaving a rim of the skin which reminds me of yang zhong wei's song , yang cong , which i will post later.. The egg tasted different from what we eat at sakae sushi because the taste of the onion went in..

The chef also served turkey meat which tasted very good but i was like bloated after eating 2 bowls of rice?! How can you not be full ... Along with orange juice with nata de coco inside..It ended off with simple dishes such as tow gay, vegetables and mushroom which were simple dishes... When the bill came , it was 160+... 60 came from lobster set which was the most expensive one.. The beef one only costed like 20+ which was considered okay.. Then i didn't realise that behind me were tanks of oysters ... Then this guy was taking out some of them for cooking .. He was wearing a mouth mask or something like that.. Then my dad was making fun of him =.= You know why he wearing mask? Because the oyster spoilt.. Spoilt oysters are smelly lol..

Then we went back home afterwards.. Eating tepanyaki has always been my favourite thing.. I seldom get to eat because the tepanyaki outside such as Tampines mall which i last recalled when i was like 7? The food there weren't good.. So we only go to good ones , which we seldom do..With that , i shall end the post.. But not forgetting the promise i made to you..

I give you...

Yang Zhong Wei - Yang Cong

Inactivity

2008-04-23T08:23:00.003+08:00

Hey guys , I need to stop posting for some time because of the upcoming examinations.. I just want to wish you all out there , work hard , good luck and have fun =)

Wish me luck ! =)

Oh ya.. I went to my friend's house yesterday and he had a dog! So damn cute.. I come only start licking me already XD The saliver he lick until dry.. Won't bite won't bark lol.. Unless step on tail then will bark la.. Suppose to go there to study but end up go there play with dog and i become his tutor or something..

We'll show you whose boss...

2008-04-19T08:24:00.004+08:00

Okay.. It was fun yesterday... I'm going to write a detailed report on yesterday's match =)

We got all our things ready and got changed at about 1.30pm.. That was after Art.. Jordan and Clavis skipped their Maths CA and are going to get zero marks.. I think.. That's what Jordan said.. Then we boarded the bus at 2pm and set off for Kallang Stadium.. When we reached there.. It was just like a baseball field!!! That so rocks.. Exept for ONE thing... Miss Tan told us that there are going to be many holes that we're going to sink in.. Wtf? We didn't really know what that mean yet until we had to warm up... We had no problem running into the sand.. But.. When it reached the grassy area , you'll cry when you go in lol.. Our boots sunk into the deep wet mud... The ones that looked like chocolate..

We had no choice but to run and got our boots all soggy and our pants gave us a leopardish looks =) We had to look things on the bright side anyway.. Then Temasek came in.. The one i talked about the score of 16-15 when we won by 1 point.. Today i was on form.. Drats.. If i was on form when we were playing with East Spring.. We could've gotten a better placing..

Then the match started okay.. We fielded first .. We realised during training that the ball would stick to the ground during grounder ball.. Grass ones would smack into your face if you don't go for it..Their batting was .. okay.. We let a few bases..

Then it was our turn to show them who's boss.. We batted for 4 rounds.. Hehe.. I got to bat 4 rounds .. The pitcher was okay.. I was able to hit it.. But just couldn't hit far except for one which i hit all the way to the grass =) I got 2 base .. Then it was our turn to field again and we didn't let them score any =) 3 outs and our turn to field again .. hehe

Then we batted again and again =) Just like we always do..I think i did 2 to 3 runs =) That's about 2 to 3 points..Then because they change pitcher , the pitcher not that strong.. I heard is a sec one from Casuarina.. Well , we may be friends in the open , but not in the field.. I swinged it hard and hit the pitcher's leg and he fell o.O cool.. Got 1 base anyway..

I was like laughing at the outfield who was trying to get the ball and thinking it would bounce to him XD The ball dropped and got stuck in the mud! HAHA.. Then the other one like running in swimming pool like that XD All the water splash splash..

When it was all over , we received throphies with the score of PRCS : Temasek 30:15
There was even a challenge throphy which seemed to be made of glass but it's plastic =.=

Oh yea.. When we were fielding , i was covering home base and the fat ass catcher push me down and the ball dropped out of my glove.. I was rolling and my leg was in the air.. Then Jordan run run run push the fat ass down XD Then he so angry go attack Jordan then almost get sent out =) The Umpire go talk to him lol..

And also.. When i was covering the base.. Got someone the knee whack the side of my knee.. Damn pain la.. Wtf.. Now blue-black..

Then back at the bus , when we were at geylang , we started talking about prostitution and gigalos=.= Then i forgot who started playing the stupid slapping game which i got turned on and started playing XD

So many have tried to win me , so many have failed.. *Note*[Only those in the bus] Why i say that is because.. This sec 4 guy , Novan.. Owned me =.= Oh ya.. Also Haziq.. His hand is power..

No one in the bus won me.. But at the expense of causing my whole back of my hand to have blood clot XD

Got home at about 7.30 , got a nice shower and had my "Dinner" which was 3 sandwiches and half a bowl of soup.. Then went to sleep... But at the wrong bed.. So i had to wake up at 4 am just to move to another bed to sleep because the bed i was sleeping was obstructing the way..

Woke up at 8 because Liang Xian sms me.. then i said MAYBE 10.30.. My hand looks like shit... Drats.. all clot until very disgusting XD

Oh yeah guys.. My nose is much better now , flu subsiding , cough too =) Voice coming back =) Good sign =) Good day~

Haiis~

2008-04-16T19:53:00.002+08:00

I woke up so many times in the night.. Slept at 6pm woke up at 3 in the morning and then went to the toilet.. Was sleeping outside because i cannot take the cold in the air-con room.. So yeah.. Was pretty cooling .. My nose was blocked like crazy =.= Thanks to the 6 DIFFERENT medicine i had to take.. Then cough and all.. haix..

Feeling much better now.. Temperature in the morning was 37.3 but i think now okay already =)

Well , i slept 13 hours yesterday , slept about 2-3 hours as nap because i needed plenty of rest.. Ate century egg porridge and mom brought back breakfast .. Thanks mum =)

Will be getting back to school tomorrow =)